Fell Down But I Cant Get Up An Think Of Trying Again

I Dont Know Whats Going on lately world i mean its so much shit going on right now it aint even funny the Law system is in my ass bout some irrelevant shit that aint got nothing to do wit me but wont pay for some i'm coming out of pocket for that...My clique is so fucked up an distant it aint even funny...my nigga lost his job on some ignorant shit cuz of a irate custo picking a verbal fight wit him cuz he was sweeping a fucking area an thought she was threatened wit a fucking broom...my other lil brother out here claiming bird game (Gang) as if he was a southfield thug....My other Cuzzo whip is fucked up an we slowly putting it back together...My lil sister she out in cali on her own but asked me for somethings i'm very willing to give but at the same time soon as i am ready to give something else pops up...got rent an other bills here at the crib its too much for a 20 year old to be stressing bout but when its in the state of Michigan its pretty fucking hard living here dude..an living the life i live aint easy neither but i cant complain cuz its someone out there whos shit is worse than mines by a long shot but still i know they cant really maintain like i have i'm trying to hold my head but this bitch gettin to heavy but i really feel 50 when he said death gotta be easy cuz life is hard an i really wrote this blog to tell my lil sister what i couldnt tell her b4 she asked myself of these favors....I love you to death and will do anything for u just like i would for the fam an dont want u to be mad at me cuz i havent came through for you yet an when u read this send me a message on here or facebook or the yahoo messenger something hell call me u got my number discuss this shit wit me cuz i really need someone to talk to about this an you and angel are the only ones who come to mind right now but even though yall got yall own probz to deal wit man...so i dont wanna burden myself on yall but just had to get this shit off of my heart an chest yo so hit me up or comment yo...~1~