Another One While I Have TheChance

Deadass though, They tryed to play me though. Anywhom, The internet is still of @ my place of rest and the damn estate sell is approaching fast as fuck. Now outside of that its alot going on but i'm sitting here on mommy's computer chilling helping her out with her blackberry thinking of Ajene, Lol I digz, i'ma leave it at that. Well i'm off to finish this and get on about mines later folk.

Like Deadass!!

My internet connection is down all so I'll be posting when i cant like i said blogs ago, so i am still alive and kicking and shit. Love All laterz

Everybody's Nobody...

If you know not of a person you would care to know or like as a person, you would say "He/she a nobody to me!" right? Well that tends to be a very vicious circle of life right along with the many others, such as people claiming to "Have fun,having to do it again its fun running into good people to replace the not so good" hilarious right?
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Thats not why I am bloggin' today, it was the rain outside that made me feel like posting a blog and given I've been bloggin on a consistent basis now adays. Minus the fact I've been playing "The Godfather" on xbox 360 lately, that game is mad fun and also one of my favorite books I've read so it was only right to play that game knowing my GF had it. Outside of that its been some things troubling me, but then again when is something not troubling me?
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Shit that is going on in my thunder mind, but I'm not to elaborate on whats been bothering me alot. Atleast not right now, but as far as this relationship its booming glad to be back in one. Like really and truly I am i did feel like it was going to be another year or more before I had entered another on, but someone came along and changed that...Funny when you least expect it things happen and at the drop of a dime end up in a new direction.
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As always I took losses to gain what I have now, But fuck it I'd rather lose the things or people I have lost for her. My bro's are still my bro's, We're still closer than ever even though E moved on from Yinka and found him a slice of whitebread to boo up with. Chris,Umm Err will just leave it at that. Just know both of his son's have reached earth and physically healthy baby boys, Outside of that Everything is everything. Minus a few mental scrapes and bruises along the way butwhen do we not have those nah mean?
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Ay BOOGIE!!! I seen the skullcandy's you copped out on, Their deadass dope I just do not personally wanna fuck wit those lil shitz. I need the DJ Style loves in my life gotta have major ear cuffage, And when the fuck am I to see another blog from you? I see blogs from everyone else but you. I underdig your in school and you got band shit to handle, but i heard you been going bonkers down there stop actin tight about bloggin and get ya shit together shithead other than that. This is now the end part of the blog where I will say "Fuck You" to a certain reader that is all boom blam bow, Get lost its the internet go download something bitch...

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I am very unwilling to go into much more detail about that dark period, I want you as people to get to know me before they know about all the dark stuff in my life. It unquestionably shaped a part of my identity and informs my beats and blogs still...Once I chill Maybe i will finish posting this blog...glad to have a GF

Random Things About Sincere...

Since it's my blog and everything... lol

Favorite album of all time:
"I Am"-Nas, Outside of that
"The Pink Lavalamp"-Charles Hamilton, The Soundtrack to my life

Favorite rapper(S) of all time:
Fabolous,Nas,Charles Hamilton

Favorite rapper currently:
Charles Hamilton

Favorite singer:
Pharrell

Favorite musician:
N*E*R*D

Favorite food:
Anything Mexican

Studio Equipment (I been gettin asked this question a LOT lately):When I Get the shit back I'll be sure to let you know.

Favorite woman (women):
That list needs to be worked on...

Not sure what else I been gettin asked lately, but any other question, feel free to ask... I'm Sleepy as fuck today... never felt better... GONE!!!!

Just Something....

I just blacked and figured out some reasons why some nigga/yamp might not like me...

-I'ma Blonde, which gets misconstrued as Dingy. That factors in when I don't return calls, or when I don't recognize someone and I don't give em a warm reception. Or Just flat out goofy ball.

-I show a great abundance of high confidence when I talk and or blog, which gets confused as cocky. See above arrogant bullet.

-I treat every woman like they could've or could have been girlfriend, even if I just met them, even if they have a man. That's bad for karma...Hence the problems i've had

-I have a short temper from time to time. I'm working on that everyday. I have a LONG temper now. Pause

-I retract some statements in the issue of comfort, but make it known that I was/am being real. Makes me look fake and like a wack n1gga, maybe I am or you have a bad fuckin' view

-I obsess. Iono why you wouldn't like headphones, with my given explanation, but what the hell...

Now that I've given a few reasons not to like me, why don't YOU like Sincere Ray?

"I GOT A NEW ATTITUDE!!!!"
-Patti LaBelle, "New Attitude"

Pause, for quoting an old song that has been featured in a menopause commercial... Lmao!!!


"Basically, every woman has to face the real them in the mirror. Before they put on their make up (Maybelline for some) and go on with their day. So they see all their flaws. And women, in all their fragility, manage to conjor up some pretty dark thoughts. Hence the Jazmine Sullivans of the world. The same way an artist looks at themselves. It's just like that. We as artists/musicians often doubt ourselves, making us feel as fragile as a woman. Just because a woman/artist is fragile, doesn't mean their weak. If anything, they get stronger when their down. Because they get back up." - Charles Hamilton

Sometimes. Other times they don't see a happy ending and give up.

Let me know if I'm blackin too hard.


I have never had no game whatsoever. I think the reason I've "caught as many bodies" as I did either had something to do with the context of the conversation, the fact that I'm a cool dude or they were just horny and needed a nut.I talk enough sh1t about sex (without saying anything) to make it seem as if I can do the job right, and hit the spot right I believe.

Or maybe it's self-confidence... on top of being self-conscious... whatever...

Just believe you're cool without being an asshole. That will kinda radiate off of you. Check me out... tryna give advice on something I needed advice about... lol


I love y'all. I got lazy and half-heartedly blacked, y'all put heat on me. I respect it. To the whoever that put that out there, cool. Don't like the blog. Because there are real readers. That makes me all smiley!!!!!! (using Russian accent). Ne-yo raised a really good point,Ty. About Women in general which i'll get at later And I'm gonna really really register. Like, take time and everything.

THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!

I Was Deadass Plottin'

Yeah like the title says, Until Swiper (Falisha) came along fucking with me. I Got Proof too!!!
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I was going to finish starting this blog, but I ended up still fuckin' wit swiper...and shit.

Deadass Got Them...

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I Fuckz With Her....
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She Fucks With Me....

I Hate Clarifing Things That Were Already Clarified

Well lets start this off aimed to the person whom is under the impression I was out to destroy her with my word, Britt I'll say this once again. The following blog from last night was not to make you feel bad, It was more so an "Eye-opener" given the things that were said and or seen with me being an observer. In other words "On The Outside Looking In" and being a close resource of advice to the both yourself & Ty, so you saying "You hurt me" and or the comment you left on the blog "The Harlem Love Thing" was really something you had taken offense to. When you did not read between the lines or catch the picture I managed to paint with the words I used, I believe you will get what I am trying to say hopefully... If not then you'll just be one mad confused person.
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Its not typical of me to sit her and dictate what my words mean or meant, Seeing as most do not get my words misunderstood. As for why you may have managed to misunderstand them, I wish I knew since I have attempted to think as in your mind frame. To no avail I failed horribly, with that said I have decided to do this in attempt to see if you get what I have briefed you on above. Outside of that if anything else needs further explaining please contact me and let me know, or leave a comment and we will address it accordingly. I bid you Adieu...

Play Me First,Play Me First, And Dont Forget Play Me First....

I was supposed to been departed for my godparents home not too long ago, But I said "Fuck It" I'll pass on that and just head over there in the morning. I really do not feel like putting up with their shit today, especially after the other day...Which I do not want to re-iterate without catchin a fuckin tude' over it, I would rather be in a UFO space traveling right about now. Given alot of things in this world and day can be changed and indeed will be, but for now I'll settle with the shit I have been dealing with for a while. I feel as if I have a high tolerance for alot of things in this world, Why!? Hell if I know, So if you find out before I do let me know. I'll pas on the psycho-Eval. Just know that if I end up in the grave before my time I'll hopefully rock the casket screaming "FUCK YOU BASTARDS!!!", rather its the stress I've brought upon myself or the stress of others in my life.
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I mean yes I honestly intend to share as much pain & stress possible with my bto's so they will not be the only ones in this fucking world distraught and angry, Like myself I try to live a stress and drama free life. If it is not one thing it is completely and totally another thing going or has gone wrong, Rather its someone talking about "Us" as a cohesive unit or singling out me & Ty. Now I could also go off into why I said just calling out Me & Tyler but I'm not because that person's Sister/Cousin is a advent reader of my blog, Typically I do not care what I said could be sent back to the broad but this time I'll take the bigger approach and leave it be. Outside of that its the stress and drama with my bro Ty and Chicky wings mom, I love them dearly and I always come to the rescue and battlelines when shit happens to hit the fan. Only thing is I hate how someone so young and has grown into a young adult (Womanhood) acts out on every little thing that someone does, Now do not get me wrong with me being on both ends of this spectrum is quite the troublesome thing.
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It is so much stress and bullshit a person will take before they will snap and go back off the deep end, and with her just saying things that is not meant to be said or even fathoming that shit is down right completely wrong. Also having the mentality "I Am The Only Friend He Needs" is basically setting yourself up to fall flat on your face, Due to the fact you not only will explode on the first itch you get thinking something or someone has violated your spot which will cause a rift or tear between the relationship you two have built. Given your "Not together" it is the things that are done inbetween times, So I am honestly not faulting one side of this issue. Actually I am faulting myself right along with this given Myself & Ty had this conversation, Which i am not to go into detail on.
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Now as far as this goes I do take your word for face value about you saying this is not about Ty, But my gut instinct does tell me otherwise and I would like to go in on this and elaborate but i will wait until further notice for this to see where it will lead. Moving right along, Seeing as you along with the last person I was involved with just do not understand the bullshit that was dished out just for you to worsen it.
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Now we've set and talked about this, And hopefully it will resolve itself, but until I will say this. You know where I stand as far as this goes so please attempt to handle this and do not let shit like that get under your skin, It makes for a stressed life and a early grave....And on that note this concludes this blog, I'll probably go back downstairs and watch Kill Biil Vol 1 & 2 for like the millionth time...Laterz

The Harlem Love Thing...

So yet again the other day my godfather manages to piss me off with his non-hilarious ass jokes, Me & Ty happen to been speakin' of one our inside jokes that we have about one another and it happen to be about E. So this dumbass godfather of mines spits out "It's better than sitting @ home *Coughs* OH! Did I say that out loud?". Now typically I know personally he's known for saying stupid shit like that on the regular, but it was the fact he said it in front of Ty's friend who stopped by & Ajene given she was there when them niggaz happen to drop by. Also like everyone else Her & Ty's friend do not really care for my god parents, Knowingly that would be the final verdict seeing as they act as "Snoody Bitches" who live barely upper lower class of living.
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Its cool though I am not really blackin' about that, Hell I'm still viewed as the same ole lovable Rick. Hell even Chris knew that was bound to happen, but its cool though after they left I still managed to have fun like I always do. As of today I had told myself last night I was not to blog about that from yesterday and try to ignore it and push it out of my mind, but we see where that went. Somehow some way I assume listening to 50 Cent's "A Baltimore Lovething" made me title this blog "The Harlem Love Thing", I was going to have something that tied into the title then I changed my mind and just let it flow. Outside of that I'm still plottin' on running to the moon, and never coming back because alot of things in this "Fli Life" are starting to get heavy again that quick. So I'm not planning on another Digi-Vacation, But if it happens hey it happens. Until then its alot of people out here who are on some "Opportunist" shit and its gonna bite them deadass in their clit like they swallowed cum for lunch...but I'm not gonna hop off into that...until then I'm Ghost yo...Laterz

Making This The Letter After "M" B4 I Go...

Do not think this will be too long I hope, I mean It was not much happening today besides chilling lost in thought. Banged some Daft Punk, Thought about love rather it was love I am getting or love lost rather it was people. Maybe, It was love that I lost for alot of people. Given it was alotta things that were talked about today between myself & Ty, I assume people just take alot of it for granted let alone personally do not know why I take so much shit from people and put up with those attitudes from the past. Do not get me wrong in the least bit, there is alot of hatred for some of those who've done me wrong or have. Hence why I kinda slid away from doing the whole Ex girlfriend's worse nightmare shit, I mean I will finish it soon enough in due time for those that has been asking me about. I am not in no rush to, Since someone we know is out there waiting on there proverbial number to be called to be served. Outside of that, I'm tired of being lonely...No not lonely as in not having anyone I'm speaking as in of having someone next to me to rest with, Lol bed's been on empty mode. Like Show said "Its too much stress going on in my head, And not enough sex in my bed" <~~~I actually like that part in that track.
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I'll be going over to my godparents to try and continue to make this money, So I can keep working toward my goal of getting my dear own Ipod. Yeah, iSincere V3.10 Lol Deadass though. Once more I see I had to work toward this goal on my own since certain people left empty promise shells around me as of recently, And recently seeing this Chris person get shit without having to work for it kinda irks me. Then again I assume if I was to get one chick pregnant who was getting all of this government assisted money, I'd knock her ass up too. Well that was my low blow of the day, I mean I surely see shit like that and it irks me knowing that might've been me. Also I am not speaking in terms of "A nigga who uses his baby momma for shit", but as a dude who was going to be a father. Now let me take a moment and let that sink cuz I kinda shot myself in the chest on that one...1...2...3...4...5. Ok, I'm good now. Seriously had plans on being a father of some woman's baby, And if your a consistent reader of my blog you should not have to think of what the fuck I'm talkin' about. Now why do I go head and come out and say this while happily where I'm at now? because seeing this baby shit on the Ass-tube is quite annoying, to be totally fucking honest that and seeing people in my crew become fuck parents of multiple children. Ty is a outstanding father to my godson/nephew (Wattup Chicky Wing!!) and lord knows the sky is the limit for my lil dude, I treat him as if he's my own cuz the lil dude is just so cool and We're chubby so CHUBBYS RULE!!!...Lmao!. Deadass though, outside of that hearing all of the baby subject floats around in my head and quite honestly...Its scaring again, I mean if I had blog back when I caught my first few pregnancy scares I'd think I would not be sitting here releasing this demon on my blog now would I?
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Well I'm pretty much done for now...Ay!!! You!! Yeah You Reading This...My phone has been off for those have not notice or give 3/16's of a shit about it and I will be out of commission for a minute, but I'll hear your voice soon enough and try to stay sane...cause outside of my blog and music and people (Yes in that order) Thats all I have and will ever have...E I will kill you if you dont make it down here so we can ride out to go see G.i. Joe next friday bitch...

Dopeass Rainy Day

I mean like deadass though, I've been in the crib all day not doing not one thing constructive and mad as can be about it though. I could've set in and read my books, but shit I got done reading those a week ahead of schedule. Then again, I need some new ones to read. I would wonder down to CVS to cop a XXL, Then I'd read it and swear I should've left it on the fucking stand. I've been downloading music like crazy preppin' to cop a ipod within the next week or 3, And I downloaded Kelis' Albums. Ma from Harlem is ill just like the rest of the Harlem Movement i'm with, Then i went leftield on niggaz by downloading Daft punk's Discography. Yes, I said "Daft Punk"
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Deadass though, They cold as hell on the Techno scene. For some of us people of "Urban" cut not know anything of or about them is kinda terrible, I mean yes i used to be close minded and believe everything revolved around *Thugs Claps* and gangsta music. We know it does not, So yet finding what you like and or would love to listen to is actually kinda dope ya know?
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Umm on the otherside, I actually had a half way decent time at my God-parents crib. I typically do, especially sittin down and chatting with my God-mother which seems like a regular thing everytime I take my ass over there. I do get the feelin' she's knows me alot better than she lets on to me, Cuz some shit I say or do she would say it or counter it b4 its said or tell me what the hell I was going to say nah mean? Like some conversation we have now, I look back at the little to no conversation we had and I am grateful for it. Just not the things or some of the Decision's she makes along with my god popz just because she's married to him, But fuck it things are not always perfect right?
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Outside of that the rain has kinda came to a drastic slow, I think I might wonder down to CVS, And cop a magazine or something nah mean?...Until next time peoples...Enjoy that shit...

Here Until September, Maybe October....

I've had such great joy and sorrow living alone, at Mary's (R.I.P Mary You Are Still Missed And Shit Hasnt Been Right) home since she's been gone. Do not get me wrong, I wish this could last long and hope it will if these job shitz fall through. If not, I'll have to continue moving on until something else falls through. Outside of that this whole week has been shaky for me, I've been better at going back into the lives of others whom I'm typically involved in. During the process of depression and/or feeling out of it I've feel I am on the road to going back to being the "Rick" or "Sincere" everyone grew to love and know.
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I've been to my god parents home, to see what has been poppin' as far as this "situation" goes. That is why this blog is titled what it is, But umm he said "The garage sale will be no earlier than the 1st week of September". So, Outside of that I've been on a madd search for a actual job since nothing is really poppin' as far as working the studio. To be totally honest I do not see myself working my hobby/passion for the time of dealing with assholes, even though it is part of the territory.
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As far as school goes, I hope that finally falls through If not..then January Most def. If not I'll Burn down half of the city..Lol J/P, but deadass I've been on cloud nine just being without drama and stress free glad I've met some great outta this world people. Rockstar girl you know who you are, I'm pretty much out of what to talk about before having to fucking get sued so...Until next blog...I love you all...Later

The Blue Sphere...Has Finally Broken

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Yes!! It has most definitely broken from the stresses of the world, Not saying thats why I've had such a big digital vacation. I've just been going through alot more shit than what could've been mentioned on my blog at that current time, I've just fell away from the hallways of people's mind's to go back to my crew. As if I ever left them, then again I kinda just havent been the bright talkative "Rick" every one has grown to love and know, maybe because I felt like the bouts i was having with someone was slowly driving me more insane. During the time when I already had more than enough shit on my plate ya know?
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Other than that, I've winded down a tad bit. Have not been back out hustling since i've scored my skullcandy's...
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Yes, I finally scored them after what lil tad bit of hard work I put it to get them (Thank You!!!) and I'm enjoying them alot. Lol Some that know me and seen me with them gimme the "You Gettin Your CH On" Lol why yes I am, but those headphones are a great quality and I learned that they have a built in sub-woofer. Outside of that I have my sights set on a ipod classic 80 gig current gen next up, I have been showing people when i really want something even if it was promised to me. I'll fucking get it myself and With the help of...NAH!! thats words, Hence *taps the headphones on head*I made that step. Now once I work a tad bit more up i'll hopefully land it and be able to drop the music I got on it, and leave the physical existence for that time being. Given a standard song is 3 minutes.
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I would love to continue to black off on my Supernatural Vacation, But I did enough of that while gone on that Digi-vacation. Outside of that things are looking up, I dont want to say that and yet be proven wrong again. Shit happens, Also Boogie has made it safely to KYSU. Do ya thang yo i wish you the best of luck, and hope them niggaz got your dorm shit right. Outside of that I havent seen my manz Chicky wing in a few days, I hope to see him today before I have to venture out to my fuckin' godparents home. I really do not go over there let alone, go there to seek comfort when I have my own issues anymore. I guess its cuz of how things are changing, let alone I will admit my godfather still is handling shit so I can remain here where. As while I am attempting to find a job to make ends meet once that shit pops off hopefully it'll be Me Ty & E in this bitch, but thats another blog for another day. I will be back on a day to day to try and blog here if i'm not blogging else where...<~~~Big fucking run-on i know right!?....but naywhom much love to the readers and Family, supporters who are behind me even if you do not know me...Laterz And lets hope The blue sphere will be back together some time soon...