I'm L:eft Wondering

I'm constantly on the thought move for those who do not know me, I'm typically thinking ahead of things or planning things to say the least. Therefore my thoughts have been quite occupied to say the least...but for the couple of weeks i've been or have been busy just about every thursday for the past 2 or 3 weeks if i'm not mistaking, and i never knock the fact that people have other obligations beyond myself. Even though i do have my own personal moments where i am being a spoiled person about it, but in the same context i am...I admit that proudly even though i should not, Let alone attempt to change that but thats just how i am.

I do indeed really care for her as if she was the next person who would have a decade worth of time invested in them with no doubts and or questions about the connect, But yet again i beleive i have either put myself out there beyond a point of no return. Which was intended since i've adapted a new way of letting things be known by showing them...But anywho back to the point i had to put this out here, because i have racked my brain miraculiously about the thoughts of her. Both mentally and physically more so the mental aspect, Since she has been one of the only females I've actually took the time out and gotten to know. I have told if not everyone about her and those few who have met her (Via God Parents) have given positive feedback.

Then again my god parents have met very few of those i decided to give the title of GF to, not saying they were not worth meeting them but some didnt have that potential to do so. Her on the other hand...Has it all and then some. Anyway I've been still trying or attempting quite hard and figuring out what it is about her that makes me feel such a way, I know...I really do know but it seems i'm searching for something deeper in her and I'm determined to find it. Along with the true purpose of the love we could possibly have....Well I'm off To bed its 5:04am...

I'm Left Wondering

I'm constantly on the thought move for those who do not know me, I'm typically thinking ahead of things or planning things to say the least. Therefore my thoughts have been quite occupied to say the least...but for the couple of weeks i've been or have been busy just about every thursday for the past 2 or 3 weeks if i'm not mistaking, and i never knock the fact that people have other obligations beyond myself. Even though i do have my own personal moments where i am being a spoiled person about it, but in the same context i am...I admit that proudly even though i should not, Let alone attempt to change that but thats just how i am.

I do indeed really care for her as if she was the next person who would have a decade worth of time invested in them with no doubts and or questions about the connect, But yet again i beleive i have either put myself out there beyond a point of no return. Which was intended since i've adapted a new way of letting things be known by showing them...But anywho back to the point i had to put this out here, because i have racked my brain miraculiously about the thoughts of her. Both mentally and physically more so the mental aspect, Since she has been one of the only females I've actually took the time out and gotten to know. I have told if not everyone about her and those few who have met her (Via God Parents) have given positive feedback.


Then again my god parents have met very few of those i decided to give the title of GF to, not saying they were not worth meeting them but some didnt have that potential to do so. Her on the other hand...Has it all and then some. Anyway I've been still trying or attempting quite hard and figuring out what it is about her that makes me feel such a way, I know...I really do know but it seems i'm searching for something deeper in her and I'm determined to find it. Along with the true purpose of the love we could possibly have....Well I'm off To bed its 5:04am....