Umm yeah so new thing i've been like listening to constantly is this cat Charles Hamilton...He's dope as ever i blame my...I do not know what to call her...as of now but anywho...She always listened to this nigga constantly but anywho, outside of NERD that usually soothes my soul. I've grown to one of like 2 or 3 songs out of this Charles Hamilton dude and it just would be ironic she's playing my favorite Kanye West Song..."I Wonder" But outside of these lyrics posted below i hope she kinda could see some of the reasons why i do love this song with a passion...even though Roderic Dwayne Devin Ray Jr. Is not perfect and did alot of things in my past that are not right i've atoned for and just not still on the path of corrections...and of regaining trust and whatever else comes back with that premium packaged shit...I was simply afraid none the less and for like the 1st time in my life i willingly admit i knew you would've looked down on me for sure about that and counted me out like the majority of people do...when i've came to a point in my life where people seem to attack the negatives about me its quite shallow in my eyes, if that was the case i should wear a white mask and let you see me as the figment of your imagination to be left in the dust like every other person...i never lied when i simply said i was different and you seemed to believe that and yet you say things are not adding up that is because you've like my self have not seen my struggles i've been through even if i were to tell you the nitty gritty of all the things thats fuels my fire and bitterness...even if i lose you i'll lose apart of me i'll never get back...since you are 1 of 2 females who now know everything about me and that category includes my loved cherished mother (god mother) so i am pretty sure this will not mend any of the bridges but i had to get this off of my chest and i've originally started this note earlier and the firefox had shut down on me so i had to give you another version since i spilled my soul out to you in the previous note that will never been seen but indeed you are not foolishly in love or dangerously in love (lol had to throw that beyonce ref in there) i feel like i am and will be left out in the dark regardless so just in case worse come worst print this out or store it somewhere and know i will always love you and the time we've spent even if it does not mean the slightest of things to you....you've made a lifetime worth of progress into my heart than any female i've known and that probably do not count for shit but anywho i can say i've gotten this off my chest...and like i've said i still intend to do what is necessary for us to remain together and for me to get into school and move on and grow..and for the future reference please stop attacking my negative attributes and look at my positives...i do not attack yours because they come with you and whom you are....i hope this has given you some what insight to what and how Rick, Sincere, Chamelio Salamander, ETC i decide to call me on how i tick...Love you...
[Intro:]
Fuck you got me up so early in the morning for man?...
[Verse 1:]
Yeah, thanks for meetin' me here
I know it's short notice,
And if I black out, don't feel bad 'bout leavin' me here
I would rather have a latte, then stay inside a hosiptal bed
So just let me invent from the top of the head.
It's a lot, or maybe it's a little
And I can't process it, whatever, God bless it
Unless it was sent from the devil in a message
Along with the fairwell quest on my soul
Eyes closed, with hydro and a white bowl
I know, my high goes as fast as it comes
Try and gain weight, try and save faith
In the same place, that moves as fast as I run
Which isnt fast at all, I can crash and fall
Nothing is promise life is basketball
After all, who the hell drafted Charles?
Do not play, but that won't fuck up my latte
[Chorus:]
Pick a sin, any sin, I commit it (I commit it)
Pick a drug, any drug, yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
Pick a lie, any lie, I'll admit it (I'll admit it)
(And go on) only have one life I still give it (still give it)
Pick a sin, any sin, I commit it (I commit it)
Pick a drug, any drug, yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
(And go on) only have one life I still give it (still give it)
But ain't nobody fuckin' with my latte (latte)
[Verse 2:]
Yo, my brother - I love him to death
But with that love comes struggle and stress
I wanna' snuff him and [? ]
This fuckin' neck, everytime he disrespects me
But to maintain the friendship, I keep a button, lip
Is this some sick shit, that my pass [? ]
Should I ask him why? Why ask him?
He can't be me, he can't have my passion
For this [? ] called music
I've been tryna' creep with' her, but it's hard to creep with' her
When I sleep with' her, everybody knows about us
So I've never seen with' her,
Unless you've been in the bed, and see me with' her
I mean... I just radiate her [? ] hate
But they know they just rape her,
I take her by the hand
And guide her, 'smack' was my drug of choice 'til I tried her
Then we had a threesome
I didn't, music on smack-smack-smack that ass
I grew music on the back,
And no one knew the difference
'Til they heard the recordin', I think it's porn
You think it's songs in the mornin',
You get excited, I think it's borin'
"Charles, why sample, why you gotta' sing
Why you gotta' rockin' pink, why you gotta' thing,
For drugs" Shit, WHY YOU GOTTA' SUCK MY DICK?
Why you gotta' front like you don't love my shit?
Why these niggas wanna' stress me?
Why is the devil?...
'For the music, none of these bitches though I was sexy
Why don't 'body believe that I'm in dept b?
You askin' me for cake, nigga I can't afford a pepsi.
Yeah, I'm broke I said it, let's see
If any of you gold diggin'-niggas gon' hol' me down
On your credit, nigga I don't need cash
I need debit, get it? Got it?
Fuck a bank, I'm your deposit
Capital One, what's in your wallet?
You think Robin Hood would be robin' in the hood?
Since you niggas are ballin', he'll be ballin' too
When you're money is fallin', he'll be callin' you
Oxymoron; like snow on a hot day
No "Beach Chair" in this blizzard, I am not Jay!
Ya'll are red/pink, don't work
So when his +Kingdom Come+ nobody's fuckin' with my Latte
[Chorus:]
Pick a sin, any sin, I commit it (I commit it)
Pick a drug, any drug, yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
Pick a lie, any lie, I'll admit it (I'll admit it)
(And go on) only have one life I still give it (still give it)
Pick a sin, any sin, I commit it (I commit it)
Pick a drug, any drug, yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
(And go on) only have one life I still give it (still give it)
But ain't nobody fuckin' with my latte (latte)
[Break:]
You can have my iscolation
You can have anything that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
Help me.
I pick apart my insides
Help me.
I got no soul to sell
Help me.
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
[x2]
Sunday, January 25, 2009
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