HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 15 YEARS
Me and the last 15 years of my life.
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****15 YEARS AGO (1994)****
1) How old were you? 7
2) Who were u dating? Man I was 7..
3) Where did you work?Umm no where breaking shit for a living
4) Where did you live? Detroit, Mi
5) Where did you hang out? Around Friend's houses
6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? Glasses
7) Who were your best friends? Umm if i'm not mistaken, Wesely
8) How many tattoos did you have? 0
9) How many piercings did you have? None
10) What kind of car did you drive? I was driven around and i had a bike...2 @ that
11) Had you been to a real party? Umm i back doored a few teen partys back then...but got thrown the fuck out
12) Had you had your heart broken? only when i didnt get my way...
13) Were you Single/taken/Married/Divorced? Single
14) Any Kids? Ummm...No...I couldnt even nut back then...but i did choke my chicken
***10 YEARS AGO (1999)***
1) How old were you? 12
2) Who were you dating? No one
3) Where did you work? No where
4) Where did you live? Detroit
5) Where did you hang out? Butterfly, Belle Isle, people's houses
6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? Neither
7) Who were your best/close friends? Just myself @ that time...A some people i do not remember @ this given moment
8) What were you driving? The Red & Black BMX Bike
9) How many tattoos did you have? None
10) How many piercings did you have? None
11) Had your heart broken? from family? Yes ( If It Counts)
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Single, Nigga i was 12...
13)Any Kids? 0
***5 YEARS AGO (2004)***
1) How old were you? 17
2) Who were you dating? Umm Brittany M. (I think)
3) Where did you work? Summer Bible Class Instructor
4) Where did you live? Detroit
5) Where did you hang out? Butterfly, Belle Isle, different studio's
6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? Neither
7) Who were your best/close friends? Chris & Diondra
8) What were you driving? Nothin'
9) How many tattoos did you have? None
10) How many piercings did you have? 2 (1 In each ear)
11) Had your heart broken? Yes, As well as i broke them also
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Taken
13)Any Kids? 0
****NOW 2009*****
1) How old are you? 22
2) Who are you dating? Ajene
3) Where do you work? No Where As Of Yet
4) Where do you live? Detroit, MI
5) Where do you hang out? At home,A friends house or Ty house...Many a places
6)Contacts/glasses? neither
7) Who are your best/close friends? Everyone knows who they are...Beside my Brothers (Egan, Tyler, Chris)
8) What do you drive? Nothin'
9) How many tattoos do you have? 1 ( "Sincere" on my left shoulder)
10) How many piercings do you have? None
11) Had your heart broken? Yes, Hell YES!!!!
12) Are you single/taken/married/divorced? Taken
13) Any kids? Nope, Still not impregnating nothing
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Early Morning Toss Up...
Word, I've deadass been up since 6am sitting...plotting on rather to sit here and blog. What to blog about? I honestly do not know where to run with this one, Hopefully I will have some sort of direction to go. Given I rarely blog or feel like bloggin' anymore, not saying I'm totally giving up it...lol Like I'm sittin here in the zone. For some people who be thinkin' VIA wild deep, I'm not here but who in the fuck said i was cheered? I'm just near alot of things lately. Rather its edge's, Cliffs, Jagged Rocks, Cold Bone Chilling Water. I mean I've had a great time not bloggin' since things were going good up until *rubs chin*, I think saturday...If my lame nigga memory serves me right.
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Everything was cool up until, Nah! I am not going to talk about that. Only because that's what someone wants me to do, Not just yet Fro lady...I'm not done being fronted on by you just yet I see. I'm in limbo with alot of things, just caught wind of a great job opportunity while talking to Phan (Stephan) about being his job replacement if and when he moves. I do hope that comes through, It would be another boost to an already fucked up life. Outside of that, What else is poppin.....*Thinks* Oh Yeah!! To some other people I guess I am now in the "Ex boyfriend RecyleBin", Finally....I feel like I was was drug along for no purpose behind that. A even swap is a swindle, Depending on the situation. I could elab more then again I'm not here for that, This is just the blog I set here and stared and the blank monitor while thinking of writing my name in the sky.
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Umm next order of business for now, Is to finish putting the puzzle together on how someone found love in under 3-4 Months. Lol man that tickles, But hey I hope he does not get tricked into a matching tatt. Given there will be a war of words and worlds coming, I am not prepared for it given everything thats been going on in my trash can of a life (Sidenote: Damn where the fuck did the Emo shit come from suddenly?). Hoping things will look even further up which is has been a great, yet fucked up roller coaster ride I can say I learned alot. It still stands, "I will give you my all, As long as my all is more than enough for you". Seeing as to some accordingly, That does not amount to a monkey fucking a coconut. Its cool though, everyone has their limits and I had yet to reach mines dealing with the bullshit that came along with that. The longer I sit here and stroke the home row (Typing class Asses for those who hadnt taken that class). I swore this "friend" scenario would've let to a greater path, less drama filled...But I see thats what i get for loving you with more than just me & believing you were worth more than your weight in gold....but there i go rambling off into space. Its about time for me to go get ready to dash, I'll be around...remember I may not always be here (Bloggin), But Sincere is constantly near...I'll be around...
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Everything was cool up until, Nah! I am not going to talk about that. Only because that's what someone wants me to do, Not just yet Fro lady...I'm not done being fronted on by you just yet I see. I'm in limbo with alot of things, just caught wind of a great job opportunity while talking to Phan (Stephan) about being his job replacement if and when he moves. I do hope that comes through, It would be another boost to an already fucked up life. Outside of that, What else is poppin.....*Thinks* Oh Yeah!! To some other people I guess I am now in the "Ex boyfriend RecyleBin", Finally....I feel like I was was drug along for no purpose behind that. A even swap is a swindle, Depending on the situation. I could elab more then again I'm not here for that, This is just the blog I set here and stared and the blank monitor while thinking of writing my name in the sky.
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Umm next order of business for now, Is to finish putting the puzzle together on how someone found love in under 3-4 Months. Lol man that tickles, But hey I hope he does not get tricked into a matching tatt. Given there will be a war of words and worlds coming, I am not prepared for it given everything thats been going on in my trash can of a life (Sidenote: Damn where the fuck did the Emo shit come from suddenly?). Hoping things will look even further up which is has been a great, yet fucked up roller coaster ride I can say I learned alot. It still stands, "I will give you my all, As long as my all is more than enough for you". Seeing as to some accordingly, That does not amount to a monkey fucking a coconut. Its cool though, everyone has their limits and I had yet to reach mines dealing with the bullshit that came along with that. The longer I sit here and stroke the home row (Typing class Asses for those who hadnt taken that class). I swore this "friend" scenario would've let to a greater path, less drama filled...But I see thats what i get for loving you with more than just me & believing you were worth more than your weight in gold....but there i go rambling off into space. Its about time for me to go get ready to dash, I'll be around...remember I may not always be here (Bloggin), But Sincere is constantly near...I'll be around...
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
Fine!!!
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Wats Really Good, The picture above is from the JBoogie Blog. Real cool people's young @ heart, but mentally outta this world. I know I've been bullshittin on doing the follow up blog to this, Now I've finally gotten a chance to sit down and actually elaborate on it. Thanks Jessica, that is a real pick me up as of the things I've really need to know and or be shown that someone does view me in a positive fashion. Since the bullshit I involve myself in and or endure with my homies and/or family, I'm glad you decided to stick it out along with the others who stand beside me in this shit storm.
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I'm sorry I did not get a chance to make it to your going away dinner, but I know I hit you up explaining as into why. Outside of that I'm wishing you the best of luck in the process, You'll be fine and as far as the whole "College Experience" goes enjoy it. And you'll be going to big places yo...I wish it was alot more I could say, But we've already talked about it...So Power To You And Yet again thank you..~Sinc3r3~ The Anomaly
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Dont Even Wanna Talk About It...
Whats Really Good? I had a aright day, I went to finish helping out on my lil grind trying to get my duckets up to lay claim to a Ipod. We already know why since I've already explained it, I finally got my hair braided!!(HELL YEAH!!!!). Also it was tad bit of drama, Alil war of words broke out against Ty and.....I'ma leave it @ that. Also I believe E and his chick got into it, given how he was acting and what her FB status said....
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I mean outside of that I attempted to rack my brain over it, like deadass then given peoples mood swings and what have you not I just simply said fuck it. Tryin to be a person of the river,Other than that I spent the majority of my day sleep once i got home from rippin' and runnin'. Woke back up chit chatted on the phone for a bit, Nothin worth writing home about...I seen my prediction came true about people walking out of my life, But I dont even wanna talk about that.
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Just trying to be the letter after M right? Also trying to get shit together for school since it is now coming down to last minute shit, Yes I fucked around and waited til last minute again. One Random Thought While Bloggin':I'm lost in meditation letting god speak to me through the wind so i have the ceiling fan on...<~~~~Think about that and youtube "Air-Conditioner" By Charles Hamilton.
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Other than that Ty got in to HFCC (DEADASS NIGGA IS A FRESHMAN ALL OVER AGAIN!!!), Boogie got into KYSU (DEADASS!!!MY NIGGA IS A THOROBREAD NOW!!!!AND ON A SCHOLARSHIP!!!) I hope you all the best and well...Deadass backwards I know...Umm outside of that, I finally seen my 1st nephew from thee Edwards nigga lil light skinned fucka. I got a chance to play monopoly with the "Familia Royale" and Egan's chick,I won I beat Egans ass he said he lost cuz of Chris lil brother Jordan playing but that wasnt the case I beat that ass. I'll be looking forward to a rematch with that bitch when he happens to come back down here.
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I had some other things I would've love to elaborated on, but given politics and jungle bunnies (Niggaz) would totally spaz and shit on theirself I'll leave it be. Other than that I love you all even those that has read my blog and not said shit...One day people will read this on a bigger stage and scale and i'll have more fans hopefully someone will know that their life isnt as fucked up as thought out to be....I know I know a few who would kill to be in my predicament, But alls well ends well...Well I'll be out...maybe next time i'll binary this shit for ya'll
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Oh Yeah!! Happy Bday To Azidula...That Reminds me Also My lil sister Ajenae's Birthday is coming up on the 25th, She'll be 12...Damn I'm getting old...Love you nae nae...I still wanna kill your lil black ass watching you grow up has been more than a handful...for all of us...Me,You,And Bitty....Lol!!
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I mean outside of that I attempted to rack my brain over it, like deadass then given peoples mood swings and what have you not I just simply said fuck it. Tryin to be a person of the river,Other than that I spent the majority of my day sleep once i got home from rippin' and runnin'. Woke back up chit chatted on the phone for a bit, Nothin worth writing home about...I seen my prediction came true about people walking out of my life, But I dont even wanna talk about that.
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Just trying to be the letter after M right? Also trying to get shit together for school since it is now coming down to last minute shit, Yes I fucked around and waited til last minute again. One Random Thought While Bloggin':I'm lost in meditation letting god speak to me through the wind so i have the ceiling fan on...<~~~~Think about that and youtube "Air-Conditioner" By Charles Hamilton.
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Other than that Ty got in to HFCC (DEADASS NIGGA IS A FRESHMAN ALL OVER AGAIN!!!), Boogie got into KYSU (DEADASS!!!MY NIGGA IS A THOROBREAD NOW!!!!AND ON A SCHOLARSHIP!!!) I hope you all the best and well...Deadass backwards I know...Umm outside of that, I finally seen my 1st nephew from thee Edwards nigga lil light skinned fucka. I got a chance to play monopoly with the "Familia Royale" and Egan's chick,I won I beat Egans ass he said he lost cuz of Chris lil brother Jordan playing but that wasnt the case I beat that ass. I'll be looking forward to a rematch with that bitch when he happens to come back down here.
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I had some other things I would've love to elaborated on, but given politics and jungle bunnies (Niggaz) would totally spaz and shit on theirself I'll leave it be. Other than that I love you all even those that has read my blog and not said shit...One day people will read this on a bigger stage and scale and i'll have more fans hopefully someone will know that their life isnt as fucked up as thought out to be....I know I know a few who would kill to be in my predicament, But alls well ends well...Well I'll be out...maybe next time i'll binary this shit for ya'll
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Oh Yeah!! Happy Bday To Azidula...That Reminds me Also My lil sister Ajenae's Birthday is coming up on the 25th, She'll be 12...Damn I'm getting old...Love you nae nae...I still wanna kill your lil black ass watching you grow up has been more than a handful...for all of us...Me,You,And Bitty....Lol!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
The Loudest Moment Of Silence....
Just another day, another dollar lost and another dollar spent. I've had one of the worst moments with money ever today, Then again it was for my lovely nephew so i cant really black about it. So I'll just press spacebar (Stop) for now and know I will still come in touch with gettin' those Skullcandy Headphones I've been longing for, Outside of that my next goal is to obtain a Ipod. For the simple reason of I not only want my music with me @ all times, but to actually get the peace of mind I typically get while letting the music remove me from this fucked world we live in....
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Things have not really moved as far as the "Cosmic-Limbo" I've been in since early June, And I've sitll had few plans and scenarios to playthrough and work out. With nothing moving or shaking I'm @ a standstill as far as that is concerned, I've had minor yet major peace of mind with certain people I have actually had reach out in my time of no communication with them. Its good to know someone still cares or even show any remote interest in regards to me, It always is a good/euphoric feeling.
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Outside of that I've been clinging to the music and or whatever fantasy world I believe I've began living in, Rather its due to the fact shit may be coming hard as bricks crashing down sometime in the near future. Feeling as if I will disappear from it all, from the halls of your mind and fall off of my grind. Will no longer be the voice that you'll hear in regards to help or comfort, I would hate to feel like that. Given we can just live in the music standard song which is 3 Minutes, so within those 3 minute just take a break just to smile and realize one day if i leave or god forbid..pass away...I may have been all a dream....I would say I'm trippin, but honestly I dont believe I am I might just be reassuring myself of life and or human nature....HumansIrkMe....Until next time Chase Stars....~iSinc3r3~V3.10 <~~~~(Version 3.10= Version March 10th)
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Things have not really moved as far as the "Cosmic-Limbo" I've been in since early June, And I've sitll had few plans and scenarios to playthrough and work out. With nothing moving or shaking I'm @ a standstill as far as that is concerned, I've had minor yet major peace of mind with certain people I have actually had reach out in my time of no communication with them. Its good to know someone still cares or even show any remote interest in regards to me, It always is a good/euphoric feeling.
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Outside of that I've been clinging to the music and or whatever fantasy world I believe I've began living in, Rather its due to the fact shit may be coming hard as bricks crashing down sometime in the near future. Feeling as if I will disappear from it all, from the halls of your mind and fall off of my grind. Will no longer be the voice that you'll hear in regards to help or comfort, I would hate to feel like that. Given we can just live in the music standard song which is 3 Minutes, so within those 3 minute just take a break just to smile and realize one day if i leave or god forbid..pass away...I may have been all a dream....I would say I'm trippin, but honestly I dont believe I am I might just be reassuring myself of life and or human nature....HumansIrkMe....Until next time Chase Stars....~iSinc3r3~V3.10 <~~~~(Version 3.10= Version March 10th)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Ayyo!! I'm Running From Technology!!!
My title will probably have nothing to do with whatever this blog will be about, Anywhom whats poppin people? I know its been a while since you've heard from me, But I have been out grinding a lil making what lil money i could come across for a greater good. What the hell am i talking about? These Skullcandy headphones that are like spottieoppadoppalicioously ill, and kinda of what i've been working to getting ya know? I'll post pics of some if you know not of what i speak...
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Other thant that, I've been just been very self kept and not really attempting to be in anyway's shit or face. Dont get it wrong I do still talk to the typical people (Minus 1), outside of that Ive been just really aiming to smile through all the shit that gets thrown at me on a daily struggle or through out the entire week. I hope to get back to the point where I was happy about being away from home (I still have one for now people that is still in limbo), other than that i am serious praying everything falls in place for school. I believe you are all tired of seeing or hearing about that with nothing concrete behind it, but fuck you dont judge me lmao its coming.
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Man oh man, I've been doing a lot of cosmic hop skotchin' thinking lately and I know for a fact there is about to be a handful of people who will be walking out of my life. In attempt to move on from old things or people, like I've mentioned I am ready for it I may say that but it still wont humble the sting to the chest it will take. It'll make me cling closer to those I have during the aftermath of all of this, So stick wit me people and I'll return it 10x Fold..Mad love and Appreciation....~1~
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Other thant that, I've been just been very self kept and not really attempting to be in anyway's shit or face. Dont get it wrong I do still talk to the typical people (Minus 1), outside of that Ive been just really aiming to smile through all the shit that gets thrown at me on a daily struggle or through out the entire week. I hope to get back to the point where I was happy about being away from home (I still have one for now people that is still in limbo), other than that i am serious praying everything falls in place for school. I believe you are all tired of seeing or hearing about that with nothing concrete behind it, but fuck you dont judge me lmao its coming.
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Man oh man, I've been doing a lot of cosmic hop skotchin' thinking lately and I know for a fact there is about to be a handful of people who will be walking out of my life. In attempt to move on from old things or people, like I've mentioned I am ready for it I may say that but it still wont humble the sting to the chest it will take. It'll make me cling closer to those I have during the aftermath of all of this, So stick wit me people and I'll return it 10x Fold..Mad love and Appreciation....~1~
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Is Dealin' Wit It All....
I've been chilling as of lately, I havent really did too many of the blogs lately just been trying to get right mentally not only cuz i feel myself losing grip upon myself. Also in reality so it has not been the best of weeks for me, Then again i've been on a quest to gain peace and knowledge and hopefully school will fall into place for this fall. Other than that i've been helping Ty deal with his issue of backstabbin' friends since he has finally experienced the "Childhood bestfriend fucks you over for a bitch" scenario, He has endured it quite well...but then again that might be ok to me since we both have bitter sides funny right? (Insert funny joke here)
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Outside of that I've been clinging to those close to me, since i see people walking in and out of my life again, that shit is becoming slowly but surely annoying yet again. Damn, I have not experienced that feeling in a while and now its beginning to make me feel very awful. I could see myself running to others outside of those who have solidified their place in my life, but even then some just up and carry the fuck on with the wind. When I ay i feel myself running to other i mean outside of the love and shit, would be to females for whatever they may call that and doing the whole open lust like scene could also become aggravating for someone who came from that to wanting a relationship and or getting booted out of a relationship.
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Umm in the near future as you see the internet connection is still poppin so i've been trying to keep it updated as possible as if everyday is the last day this connection will be establish. Like i said in a previous blog if and when you ever feel i've left any of you...just turn on some Charles Hamilton and you'll hear me right along with him....Much love...gotta jet do some running laterz.....
P.S. Boogie I havent forgot about your blog...it was very heartfelt and i thank you for viewing me as such a person in your life...deadass though...
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Outside of that I've been clinging to those close to me, since i see people walking in and out of my life again, that shit is becoming slowly but surely annoying yet again. Damn, I have not experienced that feeling in a while and now its beginning to make me feel very awful. I could see myself running to others outside of those who have solidified their place in my life, but even then some just up and carry the fuck on with the wind. When I ay i feel myself running to other i mean outside of the love and shit, would be to females for whatever they may call that and doing the whole open lust like scene could also become aggravating for someone who came from that to wanting a relationship and or getting booted out of a relationship.
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Umm in the near future as you see the internet connection is still poppin so i've been trying to keep it updated as possible as if everyday is the last day this connection will be establish. Like i said in a previous blog if and when you ever feel i've left any of you...just turn on some Charles Hamilton and you'll hear me right along with him....Much love...gotta jet do some running laterz.....
P.S. Boogie I havent forgot about your blog...it was very heartfelt and i thank you for viewing me as such a person in your life...deadass though...
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Still I Will Survive...
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One of those moments man, Like deadass today was one of them days where my anger just completely consumed me.Due to certain peoples ignorance and belligerence it really pulled me by the balls, and made me want to pull that bitch by his tampon strings the bitch. Naw yet again my god father just manages to say some of the damnedest things to me, for example: His supposed "Mentee" is a probation/parole officer. Claiming he had a long night and shit so he'd be slow motion, now I know how it could be, but not when your purposely pussy footing around for no apparent reason. So it term it pissed me off, and i made it known and everyone was like "Dont mind it, you work with people like that in the real world"...Like fuck outta here with all of that man...
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One day i'll just disappear from it all, from the voices in the hall of your mind. My god father says alot of shit that typically makes me feel like shit, such as this bitch nigga "Kenny" was slacking off and i made it vocal like i've stated above. and in his defense he says "He has a job, he can afford to slack off in your case you dont, so you have to work harder than he does" like what type of shiest shit is that to say? I mean yes i was flibid...i know that is not a word, but oh well fuck you dont judge me lol. I mean I could rant on for times and eons. I will not take it where it might go.....this will be it for now cuz i'm alil tired and while i'm smacked (Zoning) i just wanna Chill...I'm out..
Umm ITS RICK RAY!!!
Umm for now I am still with you all, for those who have been checking back to my blog to see if I had posted anything new. I have every now and then, but have been kinda hella busy trying to make juke moves out here. Well today is the day that my god-parents come over here to begin removing...more so throwing away some of Mary's belongings, and/or choose some of the things he would like to keep for theirself and family. Am I ok with it? No, I am not in the utmost bit but what can I say? Not a damn thing since I was informed my word does not mean shit Fucked up right!? Oh well, I guess that is my "Welcome To Heartbreak" Moment. Outside of that i've been having a tad bit more summer like fun, outside of trying to get things together for the fall I really do hope the school thing falls through for me.
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Also myself & Ty have been on a music binge lately, found alot of promising material for us none the less. I've also got him addicted to Show Tufli whom has now been added to his "Favorite Rappers" list, So that now makes Sincere Hamilton (Myself Since Charles Hamilton Has Made My Top 2), Ty Tufli (Self-Explanatory), And Last but not least Egan Fiasco (Since He's like mad crazy over dudes tracks like how i am with CH's). In other news I've not really done much of nothing else besides making mad attempts to get the school shit ready (cant stress that enough, I'm kinda actually excited about that), I would be more excited if and when I land a spot on a college with a dormitory. Experiencing the dorm life is one of the best feelings in the world especially if you have a single dorm with a suite-mate.
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other than that, That is about it...I've been plottin on some themed series for SVB (Shirts Vs Blouse's) Since I'm kinda the old/newly added dude to it...I plan on turning that place upside down when i am not here blogging, but anywhom I'm out sleep awaits me....plus its someone in my bed...(or is it Not?) over think that while i laugh to bed...mind you its 8:55AM...~1~
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Also myself & Ty have been on a music binge lately, found alot of promising material for us none the less. I've also got him addicted to Show Tufli whom has now been added to his "Favorite Rappers" list, So that now makes Sincere Hamilton (Myself Since Charles Hamilton Has Made My Top 2), Ty Tufli (Self-Explanatory), And Last but not least Egan Fiasco (Since He's like mad crazy over dudes tracks like how i am with CH's). In other news I've not really done much of nothing else besides making mad attempts to get the school shit ready (cant stress that enough, I'm kinda actually excited about that), I would be more excited if and when I land a spot on a college with a dormitory. Experiencing the dorm life is one of the best feelings in the world especially if you have a single dorm with a suite-mate.
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other than that, That is about it...I've been plottin on some themed series for SVB (Shirts Vs Blouse's) Since I'm kinda the old/newly added dude to it...I plan on turning that place upside down when i am not here blogging, but anywhom I'm out sleep awaits me....plus its someone in my bed...(or is it Not?) over think that while i laugh to bed...mind you its 8:55AM...~1~
Thursday, July 9, 2009
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Man I just deadass dropped a booger in the lap of my shorts, I'm pissed LMAO!!! Yes, America I dig in my nose in the wee hours of the morning. Deadass though things went by str8 today, I always have mad fun when Ty drops by and Also E or Chris (yeah we still see him round sometimes). We are still Gellin' as a unit (Familia Royale!), Dont forget it...other than that the typical suspects have all heard from me, I've been downloading a shit load of music, the majority is old/new stuff and or some of the things that helped shape me as a person outside of the shit i endured coming up.^
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I've really been plottin' slippin' away from the blog scene lately, Why? you may ask...I just feel like when it comes to everyone looking to my blog to get my answer or opinion on shit why look here? I mean yes, I know its a blog and all. If you did not ask me in person or over the phone why look to my blog for it in any perspective? I mean yes i do put alot of my world and others worlds on here, but shit we're all human you know!?...If it takes for you to act like a alien with a big fuckin mouth to make you feel better, then hey do what you do earthlings be my guest.
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Outside of that this is the weekend where those people i called my god parents will be showing there fucking filthy changed faces over here to throw away Mary's things (R.I.P Mary Always)...It's nerve wrecking and mind boggling to see what money coming in to someone's life can do to them or their mental ya know? Deadass, like i've said time and time again like Fabolous said "This Game Aint Change Me So Dont Let It Change You". Money is the root of all evil and it makes people act very ridiculous and i am not just saying that because i have not been on that side of the spectrum, But from the experience first hand my damnself. Anyway that's another blog for another day, I will just end it like this b4 i go to my Starlight Zone slumber. I do love each and every person in my life, but i would rather be with only a 2 handfuls of them people and i can assure you all this...I talk to those 2 handfuls of people day in and day out....simple and flat deadass...until next blog...Bang some Charles Hamilton til i return...
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I've really been plottin' slippin' away from the blog scene lately, Why? you may ask...I just feel like when it comes to everyone looking to my blog to get my answer or opinion on shit why look here? I mean yes, I know its a blog and all. If you did not ask me in person or over the phone why look to my blog for it in any perspective? I mean yes i do put alot of my world and others worlds on here, but shit we're all human you know!?...If it takes for you to act like a alien with a big fuckin mouth to make you feel better, then hey do what you do earthlings be my guest.
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Outside of that this is the weekend where those people i called my god parents will be showing there fucking filthy changed faces over here to throw away Mary's things (R.I.P Mary Always)...It's nerve wrecking and mind boggling to see what money coming in to someone's life can do to them or their mental ya know? Deadass, like i've said time and time again like Fabolous said "This Game Aint Change Me So Dont Let It Change You". Money is the root of all evil and it makes people act very ridiculous and i am not just saying that because i have not been on that side of the spectrum, But from the experience first hand my damnself. Anyway that's another blog for another day, I will just end it like this b4 i go to my Starlight Zone slumber. I do love each and every person in my life, but i would rather be with only a 2 handfuls of them people and i can assure you all this...I talk to those 2 handfuls of people day in and day out....simple and flat deadass...until next blog...Bang some Charles Hamilton til i return...
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Where Is Rick Ray!?
I've been around people (If you ever miss me, or wondered why i havent posted a blog please listen to Charles Hamilton's "I'll Be Around and you'll hear me as you hear him), But yea i've been going through it alot as of lately many ups and downs. More downs than ups,like man i just want to tell god "God, you taught me alot an awful lot but as of recently i feel awful alot. Are my negative thoughts and trials and tribulations i've been going through are you hugging me tighter?". even though i really want to i just want to lay down and call it a night...but i cant, its mad elementary and my passion is history. None the less I am blessed to be this stressed (If you dont get it you never will), a i've been taking more supernatural vacations for a internal staff development since i've been going through it all. That does not mean i have not spoken to everyone,but then again it does mean i havent since i dont really answer my phone as much as i use to. I missed the times when my phone rung constantly off the chain, but now and given how i've been feelin' i'm glad the broad (Phone) barely rings at all.
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Outside of that I have been growing a hard disdain for my own parents (like, really those i refer to as my god parents), But its cool i've been doing that for the last month or so, Its beginning to peak and i dont need that since i am worried about other things in this blasted place we call earth. I mean its nothing personal....Or should i say nothing that was not personal, but given money is the root of all evil in alot of peoples world and minds...I assume thats alot of peoples biggest or greatest falls...since the bill has to be paid nigga simple an plain. Like...I understand that, but i'm not willing to sell my soul for it. I guess that is what separates me from alot of others rather i'm on the wrong or correct side of the spectrum, Not that i care since i am human (Sometimes). So yeah, About my internet connection it is not off as of totally just yet, but when it does i'll be sure to post whenever i get a chance where ever there may be a computer or Internet connection. YES!! to those who have reached out to me about my blog...I have taken or have tried to take a hiatus from it, since this shit seems like its the only way to get or give answer to some of those peoples questions. I didnt expect that to happen or for it to come to that but it did, but i re iterate that i am not one to fall off and no one have little to no connection with me(Sometimes i am)
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I know my blogs be in pieces after i finally jot down my thoughts on here, but i do hope some of you all actually get the portrait i am attempting to paint with fingers no brush just yet. And to those i talk to I think of you all everyday when i do not hear from you or vice versa just know it is nothing personal, far from it but please understand and bare with me and or share my pain of the upcoming obstacles that will be in my or our path soon...Just like i share and identify with the majority of you all regardless of the situation...take that and call that "crack" for my free download my blog... BLOW BABY!!!!
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Outside of that I have been growing a hard disdain for my own parents (like, really those i refer to as my god parents), But its cool i've been doing that for the last month or so, Its beginning to peak and i dont need that since i am worried about other things in this blasted place we call earth. I mean its nothing personal....Or should i say nothing that was not personal, but given money is the root of all evil in alot of peoples world and minds...I assume thats alot of peoples biggest or greatest falls...since the bill has to be paid nigga simple an plain. Like...I understand that, but i'm not willing to sell my soul for it. I guess that is what separates me from alot of others rather i'm on the wrong or correct side of the spectrum, Not that i care since i am human (Sometimes). So yeah, About my internet connection it is not off as of totally just yet, but when it does i'll be sure to post whenever i get a chance where ever there may be a computer or Internet connection. YES!! to those who have reached out to me about my blog...I have taken or have tried to take a hiatus from it, since this shit seems like its the only way to get or give answer to some of those peoples questions. I didnt expect that to happen or for it to come to that but it did, but i re iterate that i am not one to fall off and no one have little to no connection with me(Sometimes i am)
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I know my blogs be in pieces after i finally jot down my thoughts on here, but i do hope some of you all actually get the portrait i am attempting to paint with fingers no brush just yet. And to those i talk to I think of you all everyday when i do not hear from you or vice versa just know it is nothing personal, far from it but please understand and bare with me and or share my pain of the upcoming obstacles that will be in my or our path soon...Just like i share and identify with the majority of you all regardless of the situation...take that and call that "crack" for my free download my blog... BLOW BABY!!!!
Monday, July 6, 2009
Limbo...
I've been good people, sorry I havent came back with anything consistent for you all in a minute. As far as "Every Rick Ray's Ex GF" goes I have heavy intention on picking up where I left off once everything calms down, Other than that my independence day was str8. I got a chance to kick it with the fam. Hung with Ty and them on friday and kicked it most of saturday over there then came home to kick it with everyone else, I had a great ending to the weekend minus the things that is always and has been troubling me.
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I seen my god father and the munchkins today when he came and picked up the DirectTV receivers, Also E came through and chilled for a bit...Left the XBox for the time being,Speaking of which i should be on my way to bed since we are helping that nigga get the whip together to get him back mobile. Outside of that everything is still in limbo for those who actually care, I've been plottin on love alot but that is another blog for another day...I just wanted to say whats what and whom is whom...outside of that pretty much everything was typical and routine, for the last few weeks or so, If you know not of what I speak you might want to travel a few blogs back. Well Thats about it for now...I know my blogs seem like they've been gettin shorter and shorter every time, But that is only due to the fact i've been slipping in to some sort of mental slump and mindset...I'll make sure i stay consistent even if i do not have a internet connection here anytime soon..So laterz Star Chasers....
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I seen my god father and the munchkins today when he came and picked up the DirectTV receivers, Also E came through and chilled for a bit...Left the XBox for the time being,Speaking of which i should be on my way to bed since we are helping that nigga get the whip together to get him back mobile. Outside of that everything is still in limbo for those who actually care, I've been plottin on love alot but that is another blog for another day...I just wanted to say whats what and whom is whom...outside of that pretty much everything was typical and routine, for the last few weeks or so, If you know not of what I speak you might want to travel a few blogs back. Well Thats about it for now...I know my blogs seem like they've been gettin shorter and shorter every time, But that is only due to the fact i've been slipping in to some sort of mental slump and mindset...I'll make sure i stay consistent even if i do not have a internet connection here anytime soon..So laterz Star Chasers....
Friday, July 3, 2009
Gimme Dat,Gimme Dat,Gimme Dat Peace Of Mind....
Whats been up world? As always I've been chillin' trying to make it through this situation I've been keepin updated, I just wanted to do this blog since I'm not home an just been chillin'. Lost in thought about certain things about myself, there is a dark side to everything you hear or read on my blog ya know? Some of the things that make you laugh are dying points for me, as in like I just be wanting to lay down everything and call it quits. Its you all whom read this or interact with me outside of my blog or FB that keeps me rolling,and the things that might make you want to cry was a light day for me given I just pride myself on pushing on and being content and patient through tough times as always. The other things that may creep you out about me gives me some sort of peace, and a piece of subtle mind. The concept behind this blog is separating music, sex, thoughts, women, reality and lies. So with every blog post i try to let it be known i am human and not only do it for myself, but those who feel like I feel sometimes ya know?
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Wow, man... I try to be able to take a lot of my heavy stuff, along with the really bad things that may happen and turn it into something sarcastic or make people kind of chuckle about it. How do I manage to find it in myself to do that? I guess talking about music, sex, women, reality and lies just make me feel like I am releasing my demons finally after so many years of carrying them around on my shoulder. At the same time though it comes with understanding don't, please do not think I am some lay in the corner and wallow in pain & sorrow type of dude.Sometimes I feel my whole life I was taught that I was to be lying, Now it feels after i hit 18 I get to be real because my reality is the truth. Everything i see, be it in my mind or with my own eyes is the truth and that is how I walk through life so yeah, I assume I earned the title of being "Real" depending how one's definition of that word may go...ya know? Well i got that off of my chest i thank you for rockin' wit me while i dead ass black....Until next blog...
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Wow, man... I try to be able to take a lot of my heavy stuff, along with the really bad things that may happen and turn it into something sarcastic or make people kind of chuckle about it. How do I manage to find it in myself to do that? I guess talking about music, sex, women, reality and lies just make me feel like I am releasing my demons finally after so many years of carrying them around on my shoulder. At the same time though it comes with understanding don't, please do not think I am some lay in the corner and wallow in pain & sorrow type of dude.Sometimes I feel my whole life I was taught that I was to be lying, Now it feels after i hit 18 I get to be real because my reality is the truth. Everything i see, be it in my mind or with my own eyes is the truth and that is how I walk through life so yeah, I assume I earned the title of being "Real" depending how one's definition of that word may go...ya know? Well i got that off of my chest i thank you for rockin' wit me while i dead ass black....Until next blog...
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Workinonit
Well my godfather dropped in and had a nice lil conversation with me about some of the plans as far as this living establishment rolls, first things first soon enough the internet at this place will cease to exist soon enough. As far as everything else i'm still in the dark about, except for few minor things i do know for facts he may have shared with me. In regards to him keeping the house he has spoken with the Mortgage company in reference to the home, and they've basically given him the run around and have not receive whatever paperwork or proper channels to see if that could be done. Outside of that he asked me hypothetically about any of my plans to find some sort of living arrangement or situation, not directly but it was basically the gist of it. I told him i've came up with a few scenario's or plans but nothing is concrete yet given everyone has their own issues. Seeing as my family is dysfunctional as the next person's i need not for this to turn into a bidding war or another hell filled argument, quite frankly i'm tired of alot of things and i'm beginning to feel i can no longer go on deadass though. It is alot of things that will be completed by time the fall semester of school picks up, even though i have yet to hop on my FASFA shit but its alot of other complications that come along with that. They may be excuses to some of ya'll who lives the "Perfect Life" or one that is possibly better than mines is all aspects, But with that said for all those whom are ahead of me and now became stagnant. I Advise you if your able to, To continue your shit while you can because if i get into the swing of things i will catch you and surpass you quickly.
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Now that is out of the way i feel its a lil more easier to breath now i vented that out to you all whom are my readers, Again i say many thank you's for everything....Everybody for everything.. Also its cool to reach out and talk to me sometime i'm very approachable...lol and sexy..(J/p) had to throw that in there...but deadass though just incase i wake up and the internet shit here is long gone..just know i will be ok and there will probably be other outlets or people letting you i am ok..ight? get it got it boom...~1~
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Now that is out of the way i feel its a lil more easier to breath now i vented that out to you all whom are my readers, Again i say many thank you's for everything....Everybody for everything.. Also its cool to reach out and talk to me sometime i'm very approachable...lol and sexy..(J/p) had to throw that in there...but deadass though just incase i wake up and the internet shit here is long gone..just know i will be ok and there will probably be other outlets or people letting you i am ok..ight? get it got it boom...~1~
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