Gimme Dat,Gimme Dat,Gimme Dat Peace Of Mind....

Whats been up world? As always I've been chillin' trying to make it through this situation I've been keepin updated, I just wanted to do this blog since I'm not home an just been chillin'. Lost in thought about certain things about myself, there is a dark side to everything you hear or read on my blog ya know? Some of the things that make you laugh are dying points for me, as in like I just be wanting to lay down everything and call it quits. Its you all whom read this or interact with me outside of my blog or FB that keeps me rolling,and the things that might make you want to cry was a light day for me given I just pride myself on pushing on and being content and patient through tough times as always. The other things that may creep you out about me gives me some sort of peace, and a piece of subtle mind. The concept behind this blog is separating music, sex, thoughts, women, reality and lies. So with every blog post i try to let it be known i am human and not only do it for myself, but those who feel like I feel sometimes ya know?
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Wow, man... I try to be able to take a lot of my heavy stuff, along with the really bad things that may happen and turn it into something sarcastic or make people kind of chuckle about it. How do I manage to find it in myself to do that? I guess talking about music, sex, women, reality and lies just make me feel like I am releasing my demons finally after so many years of carrying them around on my shoulder. At the same time though it comes with understanding don't, please do not think I am some lay in the corner and wallow in pain & sorrow type of dude.Sometimes I feel my whole life I was taught that I was to be lying, Now it feels after i hit 18 I get to be real because my reality is the truth. Everything i see, be it in my mind or with my own eyes is the truth and that is how I walk through life so yeah, I assume I earned the title of being "Real" depending how one's definition of that word may go...ya know? Well i got that off of my chest i thank you for rockin' wit me while i dead ass black....Until next blog...