The Mere Thought Process

The mere thought process, of someone who constantly thinks about many things. Ranging from life, wonders of the future, and so on an so forth. Either which way I’ve personally be re-evaluating a lot of things in this supposed thing you call “Life”, Since no one really hears what I say or attempt to so I just feel as if I be blabbin’ on about awhole bunch of nothing. That does not exclude the fact those who count and I know for a fact listen E, T.y., Chris and few others I choose not to name (Even though I may not have named you you are and serve a important cause in me keeping my sanity). Anyway, I love to know and be re-assured that certain things amongst us or our “Clique” are and will be always tight, I know they say “Every good thing shall come to and end”, but being me and in my nature I love and thrive off of pushing the envelope and beyond the limits. I was told that the sky is the limit, well personally I say “Fuck the sky I want it all” and me and those whom I consider close to me and have stuck with me through our ups, downs and tribulations I say “thank you” from the bottom of my heart.

Anyway back to my irregular thoughts, I’ve been staying on the mental edge for no reason as of lately and feeling out of place amongst some of my peers which is unlike me I tend to feel either there is about to be something either in my life or our lives that is going to bound us closer yet again, It never fails we have our fallouts between one another. Outside of that I just stray from topic to topic in my own dome since this is one of my other main outlets to let out aggression or things that I talk to people about but do not understand, which is highly typical for those who do not bother to hear what I say let alone barely listen. Which brings me to my next point of topic I’m about to elaborate on, It is a “BIG” difference between listening and hearing someone.
Listening for example, is if I was speaking to you about some topic it does not matter random or meaningful. It may not be of interest of you or something you would like to discuss meaning you would more likely to do 1 of 2 possibly logical things, first either change the topic and direct the conversation to something of your choice. 2nd either attempt to act as if you hear me but then again not pay any type of mental attention to what the hell I’d be talking of. Next would be Hearing, in attempt to hear me during what so ever the topic of discussion may be you’d be likely to be very into it along with responding in whole sentences or paragraphs. Since the topic would be of medium to high interest and it would be a full conversation along with other side or sub-conversations that would so likely happen to come along.
With that being put out there that is just so another one of my random thoughts that goes on inside of my dome, Lol who said Roderic could not type a serious topic? To that person who doubt me obviously you didn’t pay me enough attention to see what I write and or do so personally I’ma get back to myself and do what I normally do…HOLL@

Sincerely,
Sincere