Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Is Dealin' Wit It All....

I've been chilling as of lately, I havent really did too many of the blogs lately just been trying to get right mentally not only cuz i feel myself losing grip upon myself. Also in reality so it has not been the best of weeks for me, Then again i've been on a quest to gain peace and knowledge and hopefully school will fall into place for this fall. Other than that i've been helping Ty deal with his issue of backstabbin' friends since he has finally experienced the "Childhood bestfriend fucks you over for a bitch" scenario, He has endured it quite well...but then again that might be ok to me since we both have bitter sides funny right? (Insert funny joke here)
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Outside of that I've been clinging to those close to me, since i see people walking in and out of my life again, that shit is becoming slowly but surely annoying yet again. Damn, I have not experienced that feeling in a while and now its beginning to make me feel very awful. I could see myself running to others outside of those who have solidified their place in my life, but even then some just up and carry the fuck on with the wind. When I ay i feel myself running to other i mean outside of the love and shit, would be to females for whatever they may call that and doing the whole open lust like scene could also become aggravating for someone who came from that to wanting a relationship and or getting booted out of a relationship.
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Umm in the near future as you see the internet connection is still poppin so i've been trying to keep it updated as possible as if everyday is the last day this connection will be establish. Like i said in a previous blog if and when you ever feel i've left any of you...just turn on some Charles Hamilton and you'll hear me right along with him....Much love...gotta jet do some running laterz.....

P.S. Boogie I havent forgot about your blog...it was very heartfelt and i thank you for viewing me as such a person in your life...deadass though...

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