Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Early Morning Toss Up...

Word, I've deadass been up since 6am sitting...plotting on rather to sit here and blog. What to blog about? I honestly do not know where to run with this one, Hopefully I will have some sort of direction to go. Given I rarely blog or feel like bloggin' anymore, not saying I'm totally giving up it...lol Like I'm sittin here in the zone. For some people who be thinkin' VIA wild deep, I'm not here but who in the fuck said i was cheered? I'm just near alot of things lately. Rather its edge's, Cliffs, Jagged Rocks, Cold Bone Chilling Water. I mean I've had a great time not bloggin' since things were going good up until *rubs chin*, I think saturday...If my lame nigga memory serves me right.
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Everything was cool up until, Nah! I am not going to talk about that. Only because that's what someone wants me to do, Not just yet Fro lady...I'm not done being fronted on by you just yet I see. I'm in limbo with alot of things, just caught wind of a great job opportunity while talking to Phan (Stephan) about being his job replacement if and when he moves. I do hope that comes through, It would be another boost to an already fucked up life. Outside of that, What else is poppin.....*Thinks* Oh Yeah!! To some other people I guess I am now in the "Ex boyfriend RecyleBin", Finally....I feel like I was was drug along for no purpose behind that. A even swap is a swindle, Depending on the situation. I could elab more then again I'm not here for that, This is just the blog I set here and stared and the blank monitor while thinking of writing my name in the sky.
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Umm next order of business for now, Is to finish putting the puzzle together on how someone found love in under 3-4 Months. Lol man that tickles, But hey I hope he does not get tricked into a matching tatt. Given there will be a war of words and worlds coming, I am not prepared for it given everything thats been going on in my trash can of a life (Sidenote: Damn where the fuck did the Emo shit come from suddenly?). Hoping things will look even further up which is has been a great, yet fucked up roller coaster ride I can say I learned alot. It still stands, "I will give you my all, As long as my all is more than enough for you". Seeing as to some accordingly, That does not amount to a monkey fucking a coconut. Its cool though, everyone has their limits and I had yet to reach mines dealing with the bullshit that came along with that. The longer I sit here and stroke the home row (Typing class Asses for those who hadnt taken that class). I swore this "friend" scenario would've let to a greater path, less drama filled...But I see thats what i get for loving you with more than just me & believing you were worth more than your weight in gold....but there i go rambling off into space. Its about time for me to go get ready to dash, I'll be around...remember I may not always be here (Bloggin), But Sincere is constantly near...I'll be around...
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