Making This The Letter After "M" B4 I Go...

Do not think this will be too long I hope, I mean It was not much happening today besides chilling lost in thought. Banged some Daft Punk, Thought about love rather it was love I am getting or love lost rather it was people. Maybe, It was love that I lost for alot of people. Given it was alotta things that were talked about today between myself & Ty, I assume people just take alot of it for granted let alone personally do not know why I take so much shit from people and put up with those attitudes from the past. Do not get me wrong in the least bit, there is alot of hatred for some of those who've done me wrong or have. Hence why I kinda slid away from doing the whole Ex girlfriend's worse nightmare shit, I mean I will finish it soon enough in due time for those that has been asking me about. I am not in no rush to, Since someone we know is out there waiting on there proverbial number to be called to be served. Outside of that, I'm tired of being lonely...No not lonely as in not having anyone I'm speaking as in of having someone next to me to rest with, Lol bed's been on empty mode. Like Show said "Its too much stress going on in my head, And not enough sex in my bed" <~~~I actually like that part in that track.
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I'll be going over to my godparents to try and continue to make this money, So I can keep working toward my goal of getting my dear own Ipod. Yeah, iSincere V3.10 Lol Deadass though. Once more I see I had to work toward this goal on my own since certain people left empty promise shells around me as of recently, And recently seeing this Chris person get shit without having to work for it kinda irks me. Then again I assume if I was to get one chick pregnant who was getting all of this government assisted money, I'd knock her ass up too. Well that was my low blow of the day, I mean I surely see shit like that and it irks me knowing that might've been me. Also I am not speaking in terms of "A nigga who uses his baby momma for shit", but as a dude who was going to be a father. Now let me take a moment and let that sink cuz I kinda shot myself in the chest on that one...1...2...3...4...5. Ok, I'm good now. Seriously had plans on being a father of some woman's baby, And if your a consistent reader of my blog you should not have to think of what the fuck I'm talkin' about. Now why do I go head and come out and say this while happily where I'm at now? because seeing this baby shit on the Ass-tube is quite annoying, to be totally fucking honest that and seeing people in my crew become fuck parents of multiple children. Ty is a outstanding father to my godson/nephew (Wattup Chicky Wing!!) and lord knows the sky is the limit for my lil dude, I treat him as if he's my own cuz the lil dude is just so cool and We're chubby so CHUBBYS RULE!!!...Lmao!. Deadass though, outside of that hearing all of the baby subject floats around in my head and quite honestly...Its scaring again, I mean if I had blog back when I caught my first few pregnancy scares I'd think I would not be sitting here releasing this demon on my blog now would I?
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Well I'm pretty much done for now...Ay!!! You!! Yeah You Reading This...My phone has been off for those have not notice or give 3/16's of a shit about it and I will be out of commission for a minute, but I'll hear your voice soon enough and try to stay sane...cause outside of my blog and music and people (Yes in that order) Thats all I have and will ever have...E I will kill you if you dont make it down here so we can ride out to go see G.i. Joe next friday bitch...