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Yes its a Rainy day, I was thinking if I am not mistaken the 5th marks the yr passing of my ex's father. Dag, I swear it was before this but I was thinking about it while laid giving up "The Up Way". Like that was one of those monumental moments in that supposed "friendship" or whatever it was to be labeled, I think of her mother alot. Due to the fact her mother was deadass cool, like way beyond her years on some village wise person shit. I admire her mother as a person and as one to go to when to seek advice or hear something that'll calm one's soul. I wish i could elaborate more on this more, but their about to go.
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Given her mother may not like me as much as she did or at all, I still digz Donna Watson. She was there when my great-aunt passed one more woman I lost who knew me best, if I lose one more I swear I'ma go off on that Baltimore love thing. Like deadass, but I will say this R.i.paradise Mr. Clark I never got a chance to meet you but during the stint of me and your daughter I hope I have made a nice impression b4 and maintained some sort of impression after the end of us....signed with heartfelt thoughts-

To Ms Donna- During our brief stint with one another I grew fondly attached to you when me and your daughter had our issues, and If it could've lasted I am sure you would've been proud. Given it showed I may not have been the one or she may not have been the one for me. I do hope we cross paths again or I'll come by and see you and politic with you andlet you know how well I am doing...Roderic Dwayne Devin Ray Jr.
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To Ajene's parents whom I have yet to meet and or deliver a viral impression upon, I do hope you will welcome me with open arms and hearts. Given what lil stress or bumps I may have caused for your daughter, I do love and intend to carry this as long far as it may go. Sry Ajene it just so happen to been a thought filled day thats not even half way over for me. As I texted you and told u to read my blog, I didnt want to voice those fears again because it would make me walk into this new venture with fear in my heart. And I do not need that, I've shaken all my fears and things that would've or could've hindered me from going in with my chin held high and heart to the sky.
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Dig this blog may receive some negative and positive reviews, I hope no one takes it where it shouldnt go. If it is taken that route I'm not to entertain that pointless shit, I just call it getting out my thoughts on the table I intend to leave my heart,soul and everything else I am willing to lose and gain on the table and the open book I live as an example/testify for someone else to use as something you should or should not do to gain whatever it is you may be searching for in life deadass. So please let it be known Ajene I love you and intend to again I reiterate outside of myself and my crew andnow you, Ya'll are who i get busy for keep ya'll beliefs in me and we will go somewhere and or I'll show you all my secrets. If you all tell me a lie....take that and bake on it.
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Now that is out the way and off of my mind, These thoughts and this blog was something on my mind while I was in the shower. So I had to get it off of my mind, If Ajene wouldnt have had to leave I would've talked to you about this but I figuredI'd blog it out in the most meaningful viral way possible. So now that this is off my chest I am off to go back to texting my loser like life away...Bitch you heard the hook....bang out
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Dont forget you have to play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first I'm like a piano, so play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,play me first,Truth Kills Opposition, Your Lying If You Say that You See Me...