Boy Who Cried Wolf

"Why are you so quiet?"

"Your never this quiet, Is something bothering you?"

Those have been 2 of the most consistent questions I have been getting as of lately, Why? I wish I knew. Then again I know, I'd be lying if I said I have nothing to talk about. Then I'd be lying if I said there was nothing bothering me, In which case and point it has been. I've just been hesitant to mention it to anyone, because I really dont know if it is the fact of me feeling like its bothering me. Or it is something really fucking with me, I just do not want to make notice of it and it be received as "He's bitching" Or "He is just in need of attention". Ol' Steroid in the face twat biting ma'fuckaz, other than that I've been digitally quiet for the fact of its the summer time firstly. Secondly, I been having a lot to talk about just did not really feel the need to air it out digitally. Especially If I'm not going to express it to someone close to me, I could but like I said a little further back I'll pass on the fact of someone claiming I'm doing this for attention. Other than that, I've been diggin' deep within oneself about school. I'd really enjoy to be there this fall, Lol now the where part I'm keeping to myself. I'll just slowly throw one option out there its Oakland U, now the rest you'd have to question me about in person. Other than that I've been off to the typical fuckery, Hangin with Ruby & Kandis' Gang of misfits. I Will say this about this summer that is in progress, I've been to more damn Detroit clubs than comfort could catch. I see and constantly reminded of why I didnt do detroit clubs, Only way you get me in there is if you throwing me a corona or 3. lmao, Outside of that there is nothing much to report, OH YEAH!!! My damn iPod died on me finally, so now I must be in search of the 160gb so I can throw all of my galaxy ships on it. Also I have to buy another external harddrive to put all of my music back on to one hard drive, I got shit scattered a little of every where. While on the topic of music, I really have been diggin' alot of Curren$y's Music. I slept on him due to the bullshit he was wangin out with Wayne, but I will say this. I'm glad he is no longer with CM/YM, anyway moving along.

As far as my music goes, I've been listening to it again consistently. Really not going back in to no studio no time soon though, I'll gladly pass on that one. It would be one of those Iso moments I had throughout my teen years If approached to/or feel the need to go back to music. I do feel some sort of way about going back to it, let alone doing it. I've left it exactly where it has always been, and that's at my side. So with the formidable thoughts I possess and seek, I just will not go the road. Maybe, your reading this knowing or thinking "Here he goes again speaking out the side of his ass". Maybe I am, Maybe I'm not. Given you or the other have not been in my life as of lately I feel no need to care for you, Yet I still do. So if your reading this Z. Just know regardless of the kid and so on, I Still got it for you. as for the other one, I still have it for you kinda. Though I cant keep up with the jones and probably no further along. <~ That last part was a subliminal,but any whom. I'll try to hit you with another blog asap. Gotta put a halt on it for the time being. Tears flowing uncontrollably..Damn tohse voices....Not whacked out if you listen to my fav mixtape/album you'd know...