*Sits At Keyboard With Old Wrinkled Letter* Damn its funny you know how i was told i have secret agenda's Or hidden this and that, well shit i dont... but what was in this letter was...i shouldnt even have to mention whom or who...
Mind you as it was written: 11-23-08 5:23AM
"Dear Rachele,
I find it quite great how after meeting my people you decided to tell me you would not mind being my girlfriend, I know i was joking when i first asked but i was also serious. 1 more thing that caught me off guard was before you got on the bus you told me "I Love You", Not I do not know if you meant it the most genuine way. I do know that when i said it back i meant every last letter of the entire phrase, I hope this is a great foundation into what could become a great relationship. I know i've told you a tad bit about me, but like everyone else i do have skeletons in my closet...Now if you have not called me by now to ask me what it is (I hope you havent)I'll tell you in due time none the less i would like to make sure this is real love which it may be too early to tell, but then again who cares I like what i have found and minus the fact you've met my god-father is a great thing knowing as i view my godparents as my actual parents....none the other is you'll hopefully be able to spend a day or such to kick it with my parents and see where my upbringing came from but i do hope when and if i bring my self to tell you what rest in my closet you'd be able to maintain beyond it happily...Well its quite early in the morning and i'm glad you made it home...I'm very happy i have a official Girlfriend and i intend to keep you pleased or happy no matter what.
Your New Boyfriend,
Roderic Dwayne Devin Ray Jr.
P.S.
I Hope this will last forever, dont mind me i'm being cake-ish and giddy about the fact i have a girlfriend..."
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Well I've held on to that letter for a damn while and by time i decided to even think of giving it to her, I had told he EVERYTHING about me along with my dark secret i withheld from her....Yea it probably was the biggest dent i could've put in that relationship but I felt i could have came all out that day even when my god mother put me on the spot with her in the presence i should've been totally honest...Lmao No its not like i told her i was a end stage cancer patient but i'm not ready to throw that out here on my blog for those that have not read inbetween the lines of my blogs and to throw you an easter Egg...the blogs name is "Umm Yea.." If you find out what i mean power to you if not hey your just as dumb as Mike Jackson on the episode of southpark...I'm off to go lay in my bed as i've already put the letter away and probably will rid myself of it...just had to exercise that demon...More Therapy with me is soon to come....What could be more in store? Stay tuned and fight out please?
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