The Breifing...Should I get at it?

Um errr...

"Love Stuff"...That was one of my blogs...
"The Pink Lavalamp: Blog Series"..Um that another one of my blogs series.
"No Title" That was also...one of my blogs.
"The Reason: The Defense Mechanism Broken Down" *Distant Chuckle* That there...was another one of my blogs.

Which now brings me to this, Last blog was from the day of surgery. Things went well, I went in and was out in a jiffy. Deadass though I was completely nervous but I can say this, it was something that needed to be done. Even with the fact of me having thoughts of pushing off the surgery, I had went to the doct that Friday before hand. He told me my Achilles was healing, but with out the surgery it would've made for me having no feeling in my foot. Which means in lamest terms I would've been peg legged out deadass though, walking and tripping or just draggin that foot along. So I was worried sick about that, not to mention. This is one of the few severe injuries I've caught, Like my first one was when I got hit by that drunk driver at 5. Broken leg (Femur to be exact), though I was 5 so I did not really have much of a mind to dwell on it. Shit life was still in its opening act lmao, To say the least. If I can find the picture of my leg in traction or in its cast I'd post it, Though in the mean time I would post a pic of me in my cast now. I'm not able to due to this whack ass restricted laptop I am on @ my godparents home.

Outside of that, I've been left to think about what to do. More so where to turn next, which has no answer to it. At the current time, Though it is a plan to handle it, and seemingly it works for me when I follow the plan that happens to be mapped out. All in awesomeness FLAWLESS!!! Though some of my plans been flawed, and I knew not what to do. Besides run around in a circle as the sky falls, then again...I've always taken the anarchy approach to some things in my life. It seems to work for me at most angles, and many more for me to explore. Outside of that Z.K.!!! Wattup!!! You've been good to me, more than good enough I've purposely not mentioned you in my blogs. Though I know its another one out there in the works, I just wanna appreciate you in my own lil way if that is fine with you? Yes!? Thank you, Deadass though I seriously would like to say first off. Is "Thank you" for being a great presence thus far, your persona is that unrivaled for such a nice woman. In time, Soon to be hopefully. Everything will jump back into place with you amiga, I know it will. No gettin' styled on when you'll be the one doing the stylin' nah mean? Outside of that being able to speak to you just about every day since I've been injured, Has been a big breath of fresh air. I literally was feeling like there are no more women out there, who just can be genuine anymore. Rather it was because of me having a hand in it, or just damaged goods like myself. Even though you consider me not to be such, which is hard to believe given my recent tribulations with women. Though it is what it gotta be, Its something that is consider a work in progress.

Um who else did I forget to mention, OH! Tish, Deadass though honestly love. I am truly sorry that I had the wrong impression of you, Like deadass I really had you all fucked up. An happy I actually got a chance to start a friendly process of getting to know you, Your dope thus far I should've asked Kandis about you be I kinda prejudged you. I hope all is well, And deadass hope to maintain a great friendship with you.

Deadass this is now the end part, where I usually attempt to say something. Though I'm not, Just deadass though until next blog. Also hear me when your praying on your own, I hope everything comes full circle. An This process of recovering from this Torn Achilles, which was repaired speeds up alil. Since I wont be on my feet until March 2011, talk about happy 24th bday to me....Later