Sunday, October 17, 2010

Dag...





It has been quite a while has it not? I've been very m.i.a for many of reasons. I been wanting to get back to my blog since it was a major part of my sanity, yet I've been feeling very distant and "Non-trusting" of a lot of people. Though, I've had lack there of feelings to want to blog. Let alone say too much of anything as if alot of people wondered where I was.

Which was one of the big questions alot of people seemingly asked me, "Where have you been?" or "I missed you" All complete fucking lies. An I am also trying to figure out why the fuck Ruby sent me a friend request. *scratches head* What the hell did I do to catch that one? I mean there are no formal feelings, no dormant feelings no nothing. Why? Just simply do not think of her like I once used to, Which in case works out. No more emotional ties or bonds,at all. Not even a slight want to have sex with her, An she has yet to even mention it. I know I've thought about it back in August...But who havent I thought about in reference to sex?

Everything is everything, I no longer am to remain in a cast. I am placed in my walker boot, to fully get my foot back into the Plantar position. Next up is physical therapy, Which is great. Things are and have been looking up, I just happened to have lost faith in a lot of thing in the process. Which to me is now a everyday occurrence, But I never thought I'd be content with not caring anymore. Hence why the song above is the ballad to my grand exit, as I stand on the stage an bid everyone goodbye.

Until next blog...Space cowboys.

1 comment:

Turquoise said...

I dont write nearly as much as I use to but thanks to u...I think Imma get back into it!!!!!!!!!