Our relationship has totally did a 360, and it is now weird. I tried talking to her, and its completely weird. I didnt nor do I have plans on pushing her out of my life, Then again it still feels like she is going to walk out on me at any given moment. Maybe or maybe not, It just feel its weird. I could be telling you this over FB or over the phone, but either I feel I've slowly lost you interest. Maybe completely lost it, either which way I would love to know. I hate how its fuel for me to run to my blog, then again I been meaning to show my blog alil more love. Outside of few people, This here truly knows my sorrow and pain.
Sounds like I'm going the "Emo path" maybe, Its nothing new. Just trying to come into some sort of conclusion, I dont know. Seems like I've given up, then again not know why.
I've been talking to Juli B as of lately, Deadass cool. Always has encouraging words, very interesting character. Lol when she's not into it with her bf, She is a damn workaholic. Just like Booty Diva (Lime green Camaro), Which I happen to have been talking to about some of whats wrong with me & ZK. Which does not help much of anything, because a single angry woman cant help me solve shit, So It befuddles as to why I even bothered to entertain the fact of asking for advice.
Oh yeah!! AJ!!!!!!!!!...Nuff said, your ignorant. I dont appreciate the statement of you saying ZK had "my balls in her pretty pocket", lil short bastard....
I would love to continue trying to vent, I cant. I Refuse to it'll be alil too hard, and I'm not willing to focus on releasing that much emotion without a vice to help me vent. So I'll hopefully deal, or just have to swallow that horse pill....Yea buddy.
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