Day 11: Letter To Your Ex

A open letter to some my exes…Damn wow! I don’t even know where to begin and if I want to actually post this, since some people have been notified about this post. I don’t have the slightest of a idea as to who I should address this to. It’s not as if they will ever read it lol...well 3 of them might.

To Whom It May Concern:

First off, I will say I do relive certain memories of the past that were. I think of some of you more often than not at all, Out of you all I only despise one of you with a hatred so hard, that If I wasnt my self I'd punch your fucking nose off. I will walk down certain exe's in this letter and depending on the reader they may know who they are.

It’s been over 4 going into 5 years (Vday 2011 will make it 5) and I still don’t have any idea what happened with us. One minute things were all good, and the next you’re breaking up with me with a 30 page highlighted document Lol. I couldn’t help but be in shock. It was one of the most hectic times of life, and we happened to crash. Now we're cooler than belief and 2 cucumber slices. So I applaud the friendship with more happier times to come.


Moving along to the next ex,You were actually someone I could've seen myself blossoming with like we were in the opening stages,despite you cheated on me numerous times. I've thought about the matching tattoo's we chatted about, reflected on the happier times where I would venture damn near everywhere with you. Then it went from sugar to shit in a matter of months, not only did you cheat on me numerous times. The child that could've been may have never been mines. Yet I digress and will not go any further into that situation, not to mention you sabotaged the one relationship I actually enjoyed being it and happy in that your ass was that selfish to break. Then I was dumb enough to come back, just to get genuinely fucked over again...I'll leave this part of the letter unfinished.

Now for the one that still happens to keep in contact with me, despite her child being born sometime soon. Even when you ended it, you couldn’t tell me why. You couldn’t tell me anything other than you didn’t want to be with anymore. What kind of shit is that? You’re a grown ass woman, why couldn’t you be the woman you claimed to be and tell me what the fuck happened in place of telling me we could've worked it out. I think that is something that anyone deserves to know and I think we would've agreed on.

You claimed you wanted to remain friends with me, but we both know that was a lie at the time. No more than 2-3 months after we broke up, you already had a boyfriend and you were pregnant. That my amiga, only led me to think that you were already seeing him before you ended things with me, Which in case was true if I remember correctly told to me from your mouth. Smfh…but deadass though its life. In the end, I’m glad you did what you did. Then again I'm not because it opened my eyes to bullshit in general with women. It’s sad to sit and say we are friends, because I feel I could end up if not already a secret to certain people in your life. Yet I would have loved to added the full entirety of this open letter, It would've made me look more like a battered woman in place of a man who can grip his ping pongs fart and drink corona in the leaps and bounds of 2 guzzles...

That’s about it. I hope all is well with you and your family!

Always,

Roderic

P.S. I think you’re a Bitch for ending our relationship through having me lay in the bed, thinking i was about to get some afternoon pussy before you went to work that day! How fucking rude. lmao