Reminder

"keep me for yourself as long as you can, before they all find out about me... before you start to lose your love for me..taste my thoughts... deep into my mind... love my pain.. i'm here to entertain you all.." - Rosado Populair (Me)

Its been a minute since I've blogged, Nothing really has changed much. Besides I did get a lil plug to follow up at Bed Bath & Beyond, They deadass have this pop art of all of their album covers I'd love to have. I been lost in my own thoughts of my singleness lately, and utter disappointment. Why? I dont know, I do know...More so feel nothing is "Unconditional" so I'm slowly giving up on that dream. I also had already thrown the towel in long ago, especially after getting my hopes up about those Robert Greene books. Mind you its alil bitchy to nag about it, but I'm not perfect so I'll take that moment proudly. I mean outside of all the things I have received (Still receiving also), I got uber hyped about those books. Because not only did I speak of it to "that woman", I brought it up to everyone. and given everyone thought the books were madd expensive when they werent, Lol side gesture: Its been pointed out to me I am quite the expensive guy when it comes to certain things in my world. Rather its kicks (Of course, like duh!) Venturing out to eat...(I never really noticed I had mid expensive taste. I am not a high-end "Foodie"). Then everything else I dabble with, from the the trip to guitar center.

Outside of that, after being in the same Cemetery where we let Mary go home has slightly worn off of me. Though I expected that to be the next thing that "Woman" was going to spew out of her twitter mouth. Havent since checked it since she sent me that "Heartfelt" message, other than that. Have not spoke to her, in my eyes honestly for what? I cant pull myself to conversation with her, Nor will I try. I want to but then again I'll be damn if I speak with her about things that haunt or bother me on a daily. For that level has been fairly destroyed and betrayed. given I rarely ever admit to a woman betraying my trust or confiding level in her, but I guess that shows I am human and getting older. Outside of that my ladies Fe & Ash had a great damn anniversary despite a bumpy start, and probably ended with a beautiful dinner. I wish I was there to had taken pictures, and I am glad they acknowledged me for helping coordinate their outfits and have a hand in selecting gifts, Lol Ash said the other day cant wait til I get a GF. So she could help and see my hopeless romantic side, reluctantly I said without hesitation or thinking in a 2nd nature fashion "Yeah, fucking right! I'll be damned. I am petrified to fall in love again, let alone try to get fresh (close) with a new woman again. After this last situation played out." We talked a lil further in to that. But breakfast is ready and I wanted to anti up a blog that I had plans on finishing so deadass though...Everyone needs a reminder...

"have a history of making decisions very quickly about women. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching her highest potential." - Rosado Populair

"I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a women, rather than with the woman herself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the woman to ascend to her own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism" - Rosado Populair...


Just leaving you with Reminding thoughts that'll linger for you.