So again...

I've been lost from the blog, like where have I been? Honestly, just away from blogging. We all know it is one of my first loves, I am utterly dedicated to just I've been lost in a bunch of thoughts. Situations and running...from someone, though it hurts.

At this rate, from my experience. Growing up means hitting rock bottom and realizing that after a heartfelt apology from one you are still in love with. Shows the universe is not interested in your own existence. This realization shows I somewhat have a good head on my shoulders and some what of a kind heart, will make me want to draw the world that is cold closer to me and embrace it. Though life in general is a unfaithful lover who I try to be nice to, so she does know that the trust I put into should be given back.

I contemplate these words again and you ask yourself if it is what you really want to do, I have no problem risking everything & everybody. Do you think you could do the same? I concluded that I do because as much as the experience of being brought down to my knees again by a woman is very profound and life changing. Trust me I hope someone understands, I dont want to be excruciatingly lonely. I trust that I share this with the rest of us world people. Now you know, why I havent really been blogging. Or more so just vacationing alil longer...See me at my other blog I am apart of... @ thesingletrio.wordpress.com