I had a dream I was fucking unprotected, dream ended up right as I nestled my nose in to her neck to inhale her scent. Rose up just before I caught a nut, still wiping eye boogers from my eyes.
Checked my phone for some odd ass reason I hoped to see a text from a particular ex, nodded my head thinking in the back of my mind thinking "Why the fuck I always go out like this?".
7:08AM thinking about love is everything, something stays missing from my life. I still feel like I lost the only person who loved me unconditionally, So I seek the temporary love that comes with lust.
That's a bitch move, None the less it'll probably be a girl I could just fuck with next. Wont even stress it, with this picture stuck in my mind realized that this is bullshit put in my plan.
Lonely thoughts will never listen, such as the competitor in the pursuit of living large cutting all of the insecurities off. I swear I have grown to a "T" progression tends to be known as the biggest enemy, yet I dont stress it.
With blogs like this I always leave a minor piece of me. Why the fuck am I so honest? I should change paths on them, hate me cause' I am liar. Wondering if I'll ever grow into the vision I envision for myself, while maintaining some sort of stable health. Just in case your wondering? This is always in my defense....
Yea...Woke up from a nightmare, lonely. In the dark...again, Just happen to need to vent that out..Call it a poem if you like.
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