Unsung Woes

The unsung hero…I that’s like been one of my major thoughts throughout the day, like I was really kickin’ back and thinking of my past personal accomplishments. I can honestly say that I’ve done a lot rather it was for me or the betterment of others, even though it may sound as if I am gassing myself up or something of that caliber I assume that is the humble asshole speaking inside of me. Outside of that I was thinking about someone claiming that “Rick is too nice”, which wouldn’t normally be a problem if you knew me and why I decide to reveal that side of me. Given that person did not know me on any possible mutual level to say that it made that female sound quite fucking stupid, but I am not to knock her in the least bit. Just if you are to pre-judge someone based on little to no interaction that would make whatever you would have to judge or think kind of irrelevant correct? Or am I just jumping the gun or something? Then again I could care less so does that make me just as fucked up that person? Oh well, moving along I haven’t blogged in a while given I’ve been ass cheeks deep under my gf. Which is always a great thing but I do not want to seem as if I’m smothering her with myself or such, last time I tried that..That backfired terribly. Any whom the day went by smoothly given the lil episode I refuse to speak on, only bad thing was Chris had gotten into a car accident. My lil dun is str8, and so is Chris so all is wel and not many more worries are burdening me for now.
^
^
^
^
The other reason for this blog is because of what was said to me earlier on this past Tuesday, and that was someone I considered a great person/friend in my inner circle. She referred to me as spiteful and bitter, shows how much she know when and one point and time she was my right hand in reference to the women I dealt with. That was before she ended up getting sexed up, I’m not even going to go in on that particular time. Moving along she was quite smart we happened to have been there for her in times of need over and over again, but you cannot simply just put all your eggs in one basket. Which was simply my mistake little did she know I was there to protect her from shit that was said or shit she had got entangled in, but I simply know I will not miss the friendship but the bond we had and cherished memories. Going off into another part of the day, Umm I really haven’t heard from Ty TuFli and Chick wiggity. Kind of pissed about that, I heard from Egan (you’re a bad dude sir) we politicked for a minute he was supposed to call me back. I’m beginning to think that my job will continue to prolong the finale of this hiring process, rather it is to conclude in my hiring or not being hired even though we all know I hope for the best.
^
^
^
^
Umm haven’t heard from Tuna P in a day or 2, might be busy with band and classes I assume. Other than that wasn’t much out of order, besides Ladana hittin’ me up on my FB wall. That my homie not only because she’s a fellow Pisces, but because if she brightens up a tad more she’d be going further in life. Charmaine kind of lifted my spirits in telling me I’m not “Too nice” hell, I say again if you tell me something consistently over and over again I’m bound to begin believing you. That just goes to show it is not hard to hurt me, but long as you attempt to keep it honest with me you can heal and hurt me at the same time. I am the only one that can kill me, you might not understand where I got it from but if you do thank you. Until next time people I’m off to the stars.