Friday, May 14, 2010

The Reason: The Defense Mechanism Broken Down

I’ve been relatively quiet about things. I’ve bitten my tongue for quite a long time. Sheltered my thoughts, my opinions, along with feelings, and emotions for my love life and people in it (Life in general). I re-evaluated my position in this life place and trying to right some serious wrongs with me during the process. Not to get all Kanye-ish (Lol Rick Ray-Ish) on anyone. Lmao, Well forget it…this is my fucking blog and I’ll say whatever the fuck I want. This is on some I dont give a fuck but I'll say it anyway shit. But I’ve been working diligently for about 2-3 months on this up-coming move I'm aiming for. Its evolved tremendously from what it once started out to become. Anywho, let me finally let the bitch out the bag.

I honestly believe that every single person in this whackass world has different season's in their life. Whether it is because of consequences, Or choices from someones actions, or just fate itself (the same in if you ask my opinion), every person experiences different issues that help form, or shape them and define their character/existence. I started this blog in fact, to release stress and tension. Or just to converse with myself when I know no one else is listening to me, Hence most times I talk. When I am comfy around you I talk about myself, along with the things that bother me constantly. It acted as another ventilation source at first, But life has its way of creating avenues for you to prosper in multiple ways. I’ve gone through a series of events that have caused me to further mature as a person, I could say I have grown spiritually in more ways that I could ever imagine, Then again I have. Yet have not and I realize that the blogs that I make isn’t just about me. Especially with this particular blog. “The Reason: A Defense Mechanism” (I Like that title) is a reflection of some of the hardest times in my life, That I've dealt with throughout January & Febuary. A celebration of the new chapter we all in life yearn to embrace. Whether it became physically, emotionally, or mentally. The Defense Mechanism is the universal reason for a series of unfortunate events we all end up going through. We make decisions & choices that seem to make no sense, and actually come from past experiences. We bury in our memories at young ages, This blog again I say, is for everyone who has gone through a rough or rugged season. In which their lives that has given obstacles in multiple ways & are ready to embrace a new place in life with open arms and enjoy their lives. Im going to take you all back to places that you thought you forgot all about. This blog i repeat is for EVERYONE.

I am taking my time with this one, and I want the music to be the most important factor. As it should always be. So with all that said….

Are you ready for the truth to shine?…

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