Writing In The Sky

Its been hectic for the last week now, I've been helping my godparents out to get their new home ready to move in with in the next few weeks. Which is cool for me, its just one more escape for me to go to when I am feeling distant. Which in tune brings up my next point, I really have felt like I've lost myself. For reasons to be detailed later, Though I will say this...I've made it back to Southfield and there is a slight tension between myself and Ty. Every knows I'll go to war for him anyday of the week, Hell if need be I'd lie for the dude. I could go into details but I've yet to speak with him sense i've been here in this place, It'll resolve itself I doubt but if it does it does. To other means of being distant, Women...Need I say more? Its like the minute I decide to up and continue to walk into new found friendships or more, with everything out there. It gets abused or pushed away, Not to mention there is that Turner-Owens broad who swear I'm doing everything under the sun. When I'm not, let alone there was other chick who irks my damn soul. who has my damn woodstock tshirt I've been naggin' about, Along with the fact of I actually sat down and listened to CH's "At Most I'm Just..." mixtape since the break up of me and...I need not to mention her name, but if you know me you already know who I am speaking of. I still digz it but in listening came to the thoughts of the times that were, and pretty much why I believe any other relationship I'll probably indulge in will not make 6 months. Why? Hell if I know, then again I do I just do not want to go off into it. Well For now this is where we'll stop. So with that I'll say this, If you ever lose yourself or cannot find yourself find your name in the sky if you've already written it there. I had my name up there many times each time dark clouds washed it away, So now i have to put my name back up there. In solid font this time...Remember me, and to you Please forget me...1997...I'll be around