The hardest thing I ever had to witness & hear was you leave in his embrace, and speak his name. Yes it truly bothers me. Even if I am "Rick- In a friendship mood" due to me believing you telling me us being friends may blossom something, or your warming up to me again...Trust was increasing then it flatlined...

Holding myself back because I knew I would never again take that smile off your face
Even if I didn’t hold the key to your bliss I knew you deserved much more than this
Hidden away is the simple truth that I would die for just one more sacred kiss... I need to stop here. I'm saying too much....The fire in the eye of the other is still bland.