I sit here and feel lonely from time to time...for some odd reason...which really isnt like me since i'm always surrounded with someone,even if their presence is physically needed or called for...but certain shit feels whats the term i'm looking for....minimal...maybe i've been sitting around reminiscing on the times where it was just me and no one else...and it brought a cold feeling back into my heart..I've grown out of that along time ago but i do understand that sometimes you have to face your past to move on to your future...i thought that i've did that constantly...but feelings with or toward certain people just wont ever fade will though?...Like your just mentally or physically attached to them and or that person?
Like I'm constantly wondering you know...That What if? factor as if u wonder what could've happened if u did that one thing differently?...Would yall still be together? would it be the same if her friends didnt get in her head? would it be different if her friends friends told u she was a hoe cautioned you to stay back b4 u got hurt?
Oh well they dont say its illegal for u to dream or think...right or did bush put a oil tax and oil law on that?...Anyway i'm off to Beam Up To Scotty for the time being or talk to someone laterz yo
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