One Thing Leads To Another

One thing that i have noticed getting older in this blasted world is...Things do get harder but they that does not kill you makes u stronger...Out of pure curiosity i began to think to myself like i normally do since those that i would like to tell my every thought to are typically busy.and or usually make me forget about the pains and stresses of the world...And i would like to let whom ever is reading this that if you know me on a personal basis i want you to know personally first hand to sit and think...and possibly imagine and or talk a walk with me if you will in to my thoughts for the time being....


Imagine.....close your eyes after you read this to kinda get a mental picture on what i'm trying to paint for you to see how i see the world and some of the things i've been through and understand what and why i am what i am...but back to the scenario at hand...later b4 this entry is over you'll probably have more insight on Not only "Sincere" but Roderic...

Over the years i've been in search of something and someone to be completely loyal to..Cuz over the years i've lost alot of things i held dear to me on a very high personal level...Those i called family...Blood if you will...had turned on me...put me down...over petty shit at that but thats the past and i'm not about to get to deep off into that....but i will admit this that out of all those people who left me for dead like i was broke or done for i'm still standing and found those i really know i can be here...Chris, Felicia, Angel, Egan, Tyler, Mommy, Kobe, Alicia..And last but not least My Female bestfriends outside of those whom i named...Brittany, Cinnamon Falisha....They know where they stand within my heart...

But as far the following people i've named i wanted to step back and personally break down what i havent told those whom i hold dearly for a bit....and yes i will break down every person except for the 2 babies Kobe And Alicia....

Chris- There's pretty much nothing much to say..especially since we've been surrounded by one another for about a decade and some change...

Felicia-Theres alot to say...I'm glad we've got a good connection i look at you as the lil sister i've always wanted and never had so i thank u from the bottom of my heart for being there and i cherish every moment we have when we conversate.

Tyler-Bro Bro..You already know how proud i am since i've told you this from our mini 1-on-1 conversations and glad your making the right choices and you know i'm here for you every step of the way...and thank you for making me the God-father of your son...lol my nephew...I will accept that role whole heartedly even If britt may not like it.....

Egan- Big bro...You mah dude and you know i have your back through thick and thin...even if your stubborn as fuck to make air headed decisions but its all love..plus you've supported me and some of my decisions even some of the dumb ones we've made together and was at my courtdate and held me down when i caught my lil episode in Wayne county dun dun...

Angel-I know your constantly busy and all but your my homie even from that conversation we had about 2 years ago when we set down and politic'd about everything so your know your in my heart also....

Mommy (Maulene)-Theres alot i can say about you...but i'll just start it off with a thank you and i love you...as if you were my own mother...and thanks for the things you've done for me and Chris making us feel as if we definitily family ya know...also and just like i told everyone else...I'ma show you right along with the world my potential and show you how i can stand on my 2 feet...and i know i may not confide in you but trust in due time i will...i'll open up and let you know any and everything and this is only the beginning...

To all my female bestfriends you know whom yall are and i'm pretty much done typing for now but most def...real talk the next blog is strictly for yall i'ma keep doing right and hold me down...and i got ya...


and to Brittany B.Jackson....You know its been damn near 3 years and your my Fav bestfriend of them all due to what we've been through and also your like a spittin' image of myself (Mentally) you irk my nerves just like i do yours but please dont forget about me...Love Ya



Like I've told everyone "Stick Wit Me We're Going Places' I meant and still mean every last word of it...they say the sky's the limit...well i say to hell with the sky i refuse to let it stop there we're aiming for the stars people and we're en route to it....

God Bless everylast one of yall and yall respective family's who've made me feel welcomed in the best intrest and i love everyone of yall...had to get this off of my chest and update you all with a blog....