Another May 8th Post

I've been Thinking yet again...the more i plot on trying to search for something i tend to not want it if i cant have it..but it is what i cant have that makes me thrive and love the thrill of a challenge..

take a second...listen to the beat of your heart...beat...beat...beat...beat..beat....I'm pretty sure your probably trying to figure what i'm getting at...Nothin' in particular just throwing thoughts out there which is the whole point of the title saying something new...but other than that on some real talk yo, I've figured out that certain things in this world will never be the same as thing in the past coming back to haunt me...I'm tired of seeing some of the same old people rather its me running into them..or just seeing someone i know talk to them out of pure curiosity...because it cause nothing but madd trouble...and I hate back tracking seriously...dont get me wrong but it is only certain people in this world worth back tracking for..but even then things will never be the same...

But on another note i've been thinking about why i have not been happy or estatic as i once was..I mean yeah to those whom talk to me on a regular i may seem as if i aint losing it on the inside but i am...no doubt about that one...and i have people i can talk to on the regular but no one actually seem's to get what i be saying...that or think i am talkin out the side of my neck in..but thats cool though..Eventually someone has to see what i be saying most of the time...

And once school starts in the fall i'm hungry so i'm get back on my grind and knock out what i've been missing..cuz as of lately...I AM WHAT THE GAME'S BEEN FUCKING MISSING!!!...
Once the game see's Sincere (Me B.k.a Rick Ray) return and how i'm grind it back out shit is going to hit he fan...only thing i want is my happiness...and to destroy those who think bad or doubt me...by being successful...in the most elaborate flamboyant way known...yall thought 50 was terrible...But anyway i'm done i'm about to finish watching the Boston game with mommy so laterz folk i'll probably update tomorrow...