Damn, This Is Whack (Pause)

"I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength. " Philippians 4:11-13

"DISCLAIMER: Now For Those Of You Who See This Some Of You Might Know This Is Out Of Anger,And Depending On The Reader I Might've Decided Not To Tell You About This Since I Do Not Need You All Involved In My Issue With Her. If Your Reading This Yes Its About You And How I Feel And I Will Blog It Out Not We Can Continue On My Reader"- Sincere Ray....

Yeah, More conversations with the woman above....Why? because i'm like literally pressed and really pissed and running into the same wall over and over again...I cant take this shit I wanna post some of the shit that was said between me and her (Yea, I cant even call her the "Nowand4Ever") since we're on a break or broken up. All I want is to get what little of my stuff thats over there (Minus the coat)so she wont have anything that reminds me of her since i am so much of a damn problem, I mean damn how much can on person take b4 like literally callin someone out of their name or do something drastic from all the other extreme's this person might have taken it to?

Not to mention the fact that its alotta things fucked up in the both of us, nonetheless but still its no need to throw labels and ill will towards one another its not like i went off the deep end like Chris would and call you all types of "crazy bitches" and what have us not, but yet i get called Emo or depressed because i'm simply expressing how i feel. which may not be in the best way but its better to have it come out than stay in like someone i know who does it? (Not Takin anyshots b4 some get fired back for no reason)...

Yet again i get short ended i never get what i want and yet i'm the root of all evil and i'm being label as childish and emo for it...aint that more of another bitch then says shes tired of this relationship and threatens to lose my number like i'm supposed to cry over it...I've lost enough sleep over this and yet she dont care to hear what the fuck i have to say and or think so this is gonna be some bullshit...another thing that pisses me off is the fact she dont realize she said she glad she wasnt pregnant so she wouldnt have to go through this by herself...and yet she wasnt gonna go through it by herself, and then that sting for someone to talk about having children then turn around and tell u i'm glad i didnt have your child...I wish i could die tonight...I really do i do not and i mean DO NOT give a fuck about what you may not want for me but this shit makes me wanna take my life...cuz obviously pullin someone of these women and niggaz by their tampon stings is touchy as fuck for no reason...

She's not happy i was happy and peep the bible verse above but yet it matters to her or no one else so she dont want no contact she has just that until i get my shit back then i can really get the fuck away especially my lil sister pik she gave me i'm very sentimental about shit my young brother or sister gives me since i dont see them often but thats ok..i'll settle that soon enough...i'm tired of typing i'll probably finish this damn blog as another chapt post or something cuz this chick just made me wanna call her every name in the book....