Well I know i said i'd be going in on the Ex Gf's which i think i am doing quite alright on, It aint like i'd admit everything that was handled or done between us. Given my expectations are being beyond met when it comes to this, some people who read this do not understand what to expect so i would not meet your expectations unless you know what i've been in and or going through...
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Now moving on to why i've posted this blog by time your reading this i'll be done typing this, but do take some time to use your imagination to imagine me sitting here in the computer room of the humble abode i live in typing this to you (The Reader) as personally as it could possibly get. I try to post these blogs to give someone else a insight to what goes on in my world and or my life and or give out inspiration to do better than me, Which is not hard on its on but still...
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I've been highly pissed for the last 2-3 weeks for whateva reason i found out one reason, but thats another blog for another day then not to mention i've been out of my own element and zone...I mean dont get it twisted my bro bro Ty, And Britt and Chicky wing came through along with that honorary Guest who shall remain nameless, but seeing her made me even more pissed because she asks questions that garners some of the most evil shit i would want to say to a person whom i dont care for as a person. That would be flat the fuck out wrong, but given the shit that has been said to me by her really hurts and continues to plunge the knife deeper than pain and animosity...
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I guess this is just another's Angel's anneurism or a Devil's angel's Release which ever you would like to label it as ya know!?...Its nothing personal to her or nobody around me or i talk to on a daily basis its just thing have been crashing down at a pace that is not very understandable...but i've been here before but i admit i am proud of myself listening to my music makes me feel better...gives me a supernatural Vacation in my on mind, but given I only get a piece of mind when talkin to certain people or in my own zone going in on the track by my fav rapper now adays...Oh yeah speakin of Fav rappers Juelz Santana came out with a track called "Days Of Our Lives" which is crack!!! and it makes me feel at ease again outside of CH who fucking disappeared on his fans and everyone else in his camp kinda pissed me off to...lol but i feel dude i do the same thing to my own kin and circle so i'm just awaiting the release of this perfect life lol even though i have 5 of the 11 tracks off that album and did not know it but anywhom moving on...I'm going to harrass Chicky Wing...Oh yeah And To Big Bro E...I am far from Weak...You say that to try to piss me off and start blacking and push people further away than i already do...and yet again i'm not feeding into it so call me passive call me weak...call me whack if you want...but it still makes me,,Me and calling me a "Chris" is not pissing me off because if thats the case we'd all be a fuckin "Chris" given our women background and that goes for TY too..but Ty is just about in the same boat i am in when it comes to women so...Thats it...thats all i can say as i go stress...and deal with it all...when this life becomes more than a light thought i stood in the shower and told myself "I'm Dealin With It All"
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