Spit Game....

Since this happens to be the only way some of you people will listen to me I'll put this out here, how can someone be acting or running some deceitful game? Given everyone has there own opinion of me I do not run around saying "I feel like a fuckin Celeb" and such shit. Now on to other things, some believe I make myself out to be the victim in many ways intentionally or un-intentionally. When there are people in my camp such as Tyler who listen's to both myself & you and yet still rocks with you as if nothing never happened amongst us, So has britt even when she did not fuck with me like that during our issue.
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One time for the ones who believe i am doing something or plottin' on some sort of shit, I'm not really not...I did my ranting an raving in the dark and i believe no one heard about any of that, now I believe those were "Loud Crys on Deaf Ears" but hey thats my opinion. It took ever so long for someone to reach out and say something to me about anything which i'm glad someone who's honest reached out, I applaud your for that I really do deadass though. Never once there was an opportunity to even fathom a thought of anything in my defense, Lol it never really is no chance to explain shit or even explain why shit had taken the path it has taken. I see "Operation Ignore Rick Ray" Will be in play soon enough for whatever personal reason some may have to ignore me, Its well expected I take it on the chin and smile regardless of the problems knowing it'll be brighter days.
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I would love to rant on all day about this, but i'd be sinking even more faster in whatever shit pool i'm already in according to others. lol regardless of what anyone may think or say rather its in my defense or against me I seemingly put myself into this situation, rather its from the background I came from or the things i've seen and or did...Where conversation is not a problem rather its about whats bothering you in your world (Relationships and so forth etc), but deadass though not everyone is the same...I've dug my grave deep enough so i'ma walk out on this note...This situation will never be understood will it?