Commercial Break: From The Series...Pt.4: The Misread, Or Misconstrued

Yes, the last blog probably gave you the impression that I will be leaving the home i live in soon. With that being said it is true none the less which is the bottom line, Given everything is a process and i still have time to finish what Lil of a plan i was cooking up. Now, on to other things I can not say what I am cooking up or some of the things or so called "Alternatives" that has been offered to me. Due to the fact of i do not want to "Jinx" myself at all in the least bit, Nor attempt to throw a sprocket wrench into what i was or may be planning.
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Not to make it seem as if i'm slippin' into a cosmic Hop-scotch, which I am but I tell you i am not. So no one is to worry or fret if there as anyone who does so, I will say this...by time this summers end approaches (Damn the summer has went by fast as fuck) I will probably be gone away from this home, If one of the scenarios does not go according to my thoughts or plan that i am hoping for. I am still looking for employment none the less, Waiting on these people to talk about me making beats for them and paying me for my services are no longer a thought nor part of the plan. For the simple fact it is a hobby and always will be until I am allowed to pursue it, If i do decide to do such.
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In due time I believe something will fall through for me as far as employment goes, If not I will continue to be in search of. Outside of that I have had some sort of contact with a little of everyone, From Jenniva to Rachele...even though I told myself "Given my mood, I will not attempt to talk to anyone" But i did not follow through on that. Just continued to play the diplomatic me and keep in touch or supposedly viewing if you will, I due plan to disappear when the opportunity shows itself and go hide under the rock i am use to hiding under. Since I keep continuing to hear the same thing over and over again, "He's Changed, He is not the same Rick We known from a month or so ago". Well I'm not, but then again i am just not in the mood and slipped into a dark slump.
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Which is not the first time, nor will it be the last i guarantee that. I try to remain happy while having that monkey on my back throwin' shit in my face and this "Baltimore Love Thing" playing as it happens, But oh well I'll just continue to try and maintain as i push and or strive for whatever it is I am destined for.
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I'm sleepy as hell, So i'll be off to my coffin soon enough to get some sleep before me and Ty have to get up to help Britt get out of dodge...But I'll Will say some peace hopefully it will not get me the guillotine. Azidula I did not get a chance to talk to you today, outside of the many text receive on the messenger for the day. I would've enjoyed what little conversation i could've obtained while you were in a speaking mood. Jbooger (Starchaser) I talked to you enough lol..Nonetheless it was worth while and you say i'm back from whatever was bothering me..I am but then again i'm not...but thanks for what you've done and or continue to do as a friend...your ahead of your time...And that Rachele person...Thats all i can say...I'm off to bed...later....