In Too Deep...

Now in regards to the title of this post may be cloudy or pleasantly over though just a tad bit, But given this is not only for a certain someone whom i spoke with about this while watching that movie with Ty. Now when you think of the phrase "In Too Deep" what comes to mind? ( if you want you can post what came to mind in my comment box)...Alot of things right? whatever the example may be, is to your understanding on the phrase "In Too Deep"...
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What comes to mind for me? you may be asking yourself now and if you've made it this far with this going in any direction, But i'll tell you what comes to mind in my particular way of thinking at this given moment...Is that being "In Too Deep" is to think or realize how far or far connected you have gotten to someone or something... To a point beyond belief? or a point of losing thy self in the process of trying to obtain something or someone....For example..Out of all the women i've talked to or have been involved with...How many of them went sour?...How many of them do i keep in contact with? how many of them did i get sexually involved with? How many of them i no longer talk to after becoming sexually involved with?
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Its alot of answers to those questions, which i'm sure as a reader and me being the author of my own life and blog posts that we are aware of...But thats not the point to knock out of the park...I've been sitting around thinking latelyy about them...given my other stresses that hold a priority over this petty shit, but hey i cant help it..I do need something outside of what stresses me to help exercise my mind when my thoughts are like obama trying to climb a hill...TOUGH!!!!
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I didnt even want to talk about this given someone who reads this blog will over think this blog, and rant on about how much of a "Hoe ass dude" i can be or whatever the case may be..but its just thought of a single misunderstood love seeking esoteric dude? (Bet you cant say that all in one breath)...But word up though...It left me to think, Outside of the shit that has went sour on their end and on mines...Lol could it have been me? could it have been them? could it been more of We?...Maybe i should attempt to be a better Boyfriend next time around...Maybe i should not be as loving as a boyfriend next time around...Maybe i should stop thinking about being a boyfriend and think about being a fiancee or husband?...How about thinking about being a baby daddy?..Nothin concrete this way just simple thoughts of Sincere Ray....
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Other than that with out me being the most established cat in the world..What do i offer a chick outside of someone who's loyal, Loving unconditionally...easy going...Kinda not crazy..type of dude...Who's struggling like everyone else in this perfect life to get somewhere comfy in life to live how he wants?....Maybe i should stop living in "Neverland" And whateva fantasy world some believe i live in...But hell its better than catchin' a few lefts & rights at night when i go to bed and fight myself...(Mental metaphor if you havent noticed dumbass..
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But given i'm living this Fli Life...I dont think it'll ever change and if i go i'm not coming back...So i dont even wanna talk about it...Lol More Show TuFli Metaphors you should catch...but naw I'm done rambling for now hope you enjoyed the read and intend to answer some of these questions but not for me..but yourself...and We...and who is we? you'll figure it out if you stand in the mirror...I'm just sharing my wisdom as ripe as it is...but it comes from the life that i live....