ZOOTED!!!!!!

I mean like really though i know alot of people will be mad @ me for a minute but none the less i am sorry....I never meant to relapse, I set in the back of the magnum wit Ray-Ray and hotboxed with them for a few...then we made it into the house...when Devin and her sister showed up...which i was introduced to them by J's Sis Bri...and Chuck And Phan Came Wit The Bob Marley And We hit the basement..
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And it was like a real lil lowkey smokespot in phan room...the christmas lights were throughout the entire basement with the lil black light and then he threw on bob and the whalers cd and we began to blow it down again...now by this time i already had 2 in my system and Phan was like "Rod man c'mon and blow wit cha boy and the ladies" so i declined him then it was passed to me and i just said fuck it and went in...
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after phan rolled 3 chuck rolled 4 and we kept going...and now i'm completely blown the fuck back..and damn i might have to take a piss test if this job falls through within the next week or 2....damn i fucked up....like totally fucked up especially since i havent really smoked weed in like 5-6 yrs...fucked up...
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And While at i was thinking of my ex Brittany Mosley, she was around during those times and the only light skinned female i dated...Like i loved her even at 15-16 you do not know what love is but i really did...but broke up over somthing dumb...Which kinda was remnant of me and the other person...but I'm not one to name names since it is not Rachele...But yea i've thought about the lot of my ex girlfriends as of lately since i'm single and really would loved to have stayed in the relationship i was into persevere through it and continued to rise unlike....Amber...Even though you were never my GF officially i sure hate that you left after u graduated from CT to becoming right back to have 3 kids and not do nothing with yourself....But dont worry i'm not too far doing better than u....
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And i'm sorry for my relapse and feeling more terrible and terrible the more i sit and chill an black....and become more subtle and humble again..i was in the zone while blowing...damn i'm so alone at home...