A Early A.M. Email I Awoke To On My Old Email Dated Back 02-09-10

"Mah dude, please stop going off of the deep end because of woman. Please. I cannot be getting calls to my home at 6:50 am any longer. You are a valuable asset to a lot of people and your mindset is very UNIQUE (In My Eyes And Others). I Pray that you please find your way (the right way) back to the peace of mind you had with her, Or even or your own singleness (Which is not you BTW). So you can get back where you should be. You never conformed to the format, why start now? You stopped making your beats and started this loving a women shit, When you tried to rid yourself of a certain someone who sabotaged your relationship. Not to mention you made your mistake of talking to her in the first place. Then to prove she was wrong all along, that was the last straw for me. I have gone from looking forward in earnest to seeing you and your latest adventures on your blog. To stressed the fuck out about you, to now just not giving a fuck. You took away the key to that beyond different mind of yours in hopes of achieving what ever piece of fucking mind you swore you lost from her when she let you go December 12. Not to mention your fucking blog you abandoned, When you poured just about every emotion and mental depiction about that woman and some of the major issues in to it. You took it from the public. Bad move...Now that it has been taken away...gone! It was your last life line even when you were dying, it has become even more difficult to the ones who care and/or cared to keep up with you. Now that Rachele bitch exploited you every chance she got hoping those wild antics would thrust you back into the depression you or her once was in. They will not nor shall not. For now, I'm not fucking with you Roderic "Sincere" Ray Jr. Wake me up when the Rick I watched and read stayed true to himself and That person who was his everything but dumped him"

~Carlita

Deadass I finally decided to share this with the world...Heard your baby was born. Congratulations ma, Hope to eventually see you when your back in Michigan. If you still check back or read my blog, please note I replied to your email address. Now Know I have been stopped using my former email of Harlem_Boi_Black_2k5@yahoo.com... I've been using BonitoEnRosado21@yahoo.com and or facebook me, Shit. Get it together, being a mom is hard I bet. Lol Just had to air that email out for my own personal enjoyment, and to let you know I received it. It's alot to catch you up on, deadass...