Almost Time To Roll The Credits....

I've been going beyond crazy, I hate to admit more times than I feel comfy. That I am more than hurt and do not know what how or where to turn, talk about my brain in a blender. Deadass though, I'm almost to the point where I will hate women for the simple fact that I cant have her as my Gf or my bestfriend. Also for the woman who happened to be the reason of the break up and how I got fucked over multiple times, Then this damn "Domino Effect" is still bothering me. Now it seems like anything I have had in relation or tied into Ajene is either fucked up or broken, Talk about losing while dealing with it all...I had my mind set on the overdue blog, but I wanted to get this off my chest. So maybe later if I am still where I am I'll do it, Shouts out to E for his 23rd Bday this past sunday. Lol March 10th I'm next up...If I'm still alive....